stop the crapp.. narhhhhs! hahhs. im back. bt ill be gone soon. not studying lately. havent started. how great i am! weee~ anyways. so stressed up lately. stress to find that im clueless about everything! hahas. pekchek lorhs. y must students be suffering frm pre-exams stress? y must i study so hard and get to express in the first place? y dint i study hard in my past 3 yrs? y y y y y y! ahahs. i realli cant understand. how stupid of me. bleahs! and os are nearing!!!! wahahas. as in. chink? B3 is all i need kies. B3. i can do it.. woohooos~ anyways. today is al sucky day. everyday is a sucky day. i dun wanna go school i dun wanna go school. i hate the faces of bitches and bastards face. erryuck. nvm. ill ren. 6 more mths. and ill be gone. but ill miss them. miss all hu noes mi. all i noe. but ill certainly miss j wong! will miss her scoldings. awwww. *sigh*
haha. and ill miss chapel and singspiration. to early to think of such crap. anyway. off for tv.

stupid australian science quiz. waste of time and money. even mrs ho said so! all becos of blardy lim sw. or i will not haf to stay back. damnn. but i coped thru out. onli done 10 out of 45 qns? the rest are copied. mr james lim saw, but heck la. not couted in anything. wad for. so slept. for 45mins? xD

today is bored. got scolded my ahma just now. soo naggy! hahas. cos i was eating chicken and dun wanna dirty my hands so make quite alot of noise.

ahma: use ur hand la. so noisy
me:orh
ahma:u can do this at home not outside..
me:orh
ahma:not ull get bished..
me:orhh
ahma:u can do this at home..
me:orhh
ahma:but not outside..
me:orhh

then she was like mumbling under her breath "always orh orh orh. cb." hahas. dun care larhs. damn. loadsof hmwk lining up in frnt of mi. and mid yr. a larger que. hbut the que is like.. nvr ending? hope it ends one day la.. hahas.

hahah. grt. nobody believed i ate mealworms. except those in f43 and who saw me putting it into my mouth.. muahahs. wad there to lie? wendyy ate WORMS! MEALWORMS! byt alicia! hahas. grt. and there goes the song i led before during recre years back.

"nobody loves me
everybody hates me
guess i'll go and eat worms..."

hahas. nobodi loves mi! everybody hates mi! thats why i go and eat worms! *humrphh* but i asked for a worm. hehs. ehh. the taste is grt. take greaaattt courage to eat one kies! was holding on to it for damn blardy long! around 10mins! haha. taste like 'chicken','crispy',and a lil.. slimy. hahas. i wanna buy worms! im soo gross. soo gross. muahahs.

anyway. today is alright. ahahs. when i walked into the school. huang da ma was there. 'beeping' awie. then she just pointed at mi "F43" i was like.. *nods* hahs. gosh. my conv. with her made mi so dead. she rmb mi for life! hahas. kindness award.. erhh. eugenewoon. PLS LARHS. i think the school is really corrupted. hahs. if he is realli the kndness boy the whole school is kind. onli that teachers din spot it. bleahhs. and the lines on the floor. damn stupid. whu cares la. went over to scold jon.cho becos he stepped in the box. ahhas.

and remedial after school. damn easy lorh. sets and venn diagram. completed in 15mins? sheesh` and JJ suddenly ask "where's MY ian?" then stupid victor replied "donating body parts to KFC." damn lame lorh! hahas. but maybe.. he will be delicious. like a mealworm.. *errh* then JJ was like tokking about after mid-yr. we hafta get 6passes (out of 7!!!) to be excluded from the self study grp. damn impossible! and hafta pass amaths. not onli pass. pass and meet their expectations, seeing our PSLE score. pls oh pls. ppl's ability change kies! not to boast but.. ive A* and.. he wan mi to get A1 for amaths, while im in his remedial? IMPOSSIBLE DUDE! soo pissed. ive to attend amaths remedial, a sure thing.

oh wells. hafta study soon! *sigh* study study study.. its getting mi crazee.. in this teeny world! wells. let mi be off to sum tv, sum food, and studying starts. emaths ppr to do(remedial), geog newspaper(which i cant escape from her radar!) , chemistry tys, lit proses, geog test, prepare amaths file and study! no self study. no self study. noway.noway.noway.

damn damn damn. pissed okie. real PISSED. thanks to sumone. i hate you. shoo. dun interrupt my life! stop it. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. u sucks. errrhhh. *love your enemy* ERHHHH!

ANYWAYS. havent been blogging. study. ehh. not realli. hehs` anyways. was out to town most of the time. lols. slacking. not studying. yearhs. but o wells. Os kies.. relax for a moment? lols.

anyways. enrolment sucks. oral sucks. huang da ma took us for oral. i was like having conv. with her and she keep luffing at my comments..! *hurmphh* how evil of her! lol. and i was like.. "then hor.. errrR! ran hou..." ahahs. soo cute manns! and she just keep luffing and luffing. maybe.. she noes im too nervous.. she was like.. "bu yao jing zhang..!" hahas.

and english. mrs kaan is grt! wells.. she was like.. picture description.. i onli decribed 2 person and she stopped mi.."good. conversation.. so how... blah blah" i was like.. HUH! so fast? lol. then she smiled.. weird huh.

and after that was enrolment. grt huh. too nervous. forgot all the steps! and the blardy arses beside mi dances so well. grt grt grt. im making a fool! fine. and got a lil gurl soo cute! ting hui i think(i forgot. heh`)she keep staring over in wesley hall during prayer! and mic.ng and i was like.. errhh. then i was went to ask for her name during refreshment and she stick her tongue out.. uhh~ and she ran over and 'booo!' and ran off. so weird.. ahhas. but aiya. haha.

and today. so bored. cousins come.. and i slacked. hahs. they were studying. so guai hur. cos my uncle promise my cousin if he get in express (exp. will do!) he will buy for him anything he wans! and he planned well mans. he already planned to hav internet, camera phone, discman and a new bike! hahas. grt. if im able to get in meridian jc. ill be there. yeahs~ but my computer will be there too. muahahs.

im gonna slack! slack slack slack! going out all day all night! hahahs` i wanna go the north and south of sg now! and next.. ill be melbourne! grt. i wanna go a and w noww! wanna drink the ice cream float(or wadever its called) but.. ill hafta go heartland! kinda far hur.. jsut a bus 80 or 62 larhs! hahas.

/i hate you/i hate u/i hate u/i hate u/stop spoiling my life/u are not going anywhere/
countdown - 36days till chinese Os
191days till english Os(first ppr)
(but im still slacking.. wee~)

loads of things happened. happy. sad. weird. emotionless.

someone(whom i shall not name) handed me a blue G2 0.7 pen today. and he said 'grass'. i was like. 'huh?' then i rmbed. kumbeng. darn. first is monkey. then is kumbeng. and next treat me like a dog. i cant stand ANY LONGER. but ill be good. stand all his crap. becos afterall, hes my frens stead. but hes gonna get frm mi one day. sucker.

stupid career guidance workshop. crap la. sleeping in the wesley hall today. damn tired and still wan mi to listen to her crapping awie. and annabelle's singing still rocks. woke up by her singing. wah. damn damn damn nice.

waited for the hiphop tee after the workshop. hmm. nice! yearhs! but how i wish it was balck. ANYWAYS.. the designs are great! we all love it! lol.

heh`. :) im bored im bored im bored.

lazyyy...! din hav afternoon nap. *yawns* thanks to mr lim. yearh. THANKS TO HIM. i lost my nap time. and still bombared with hmwk. wanna slp liaoo. to tiredd. how to do? had chem test and phy test today. chem was alright. i read the qn wrongly for physics. so sick. 2marks gone. heh. hope can get 20.. at least? hopes yeah. hope..

im going bonkers. crazee. just studied for.. *counts*(530 to 7) 1hr 30mins of physics? and i really noe nuthing lo. sigh. regret not listening to mr lim during class time. regret not having to revise thru my work. and regret not starting my midyr revision earlier and now im faced with double the load. chinese Os and midyr. realli sick. fell sick. dad even asked mi "are u stress lately?" i shooked my head. i wanna show him i CAN do it by my good results for mid yr and chinese Os. i wanna show him that i can get to my dream JC and continue with the same path as my sis. i needa study real hard. and cope my time well. i shldnt be here anymore. i havent started revision for mid yr and Os. so regret not listening to dad's daily reminders. so so regret. and now im faced with stress. flunking all my tests, thinking its of no use. and u just turn back the time? i realli wanna score well. very well. i noe wads the std this yr. dragon yr. loads of students are in the same plight with mi, n im sure of that. but hope they realised that there is a time constraint. Os are onli 195days awie. and my 2yrs of revision is not done. not at all. and i dun wanna stress myself now. or i will be REAL mad by the time mid yr arrives and stressed up during Os. i just wanna get wad my father wished for: 13 or 14 pts for L1R5 and its possible. for ive been slacking for 3 whole yrs.

its so painful. life is so painful. but wad life if there are no obstacles? after 6more mths of hardwork, ill be able to tk a mth of break (or even longer. :(). peserverence. and all this can onli blame myself, not studying hard for a past years(building up my foundation), not listening in class, being to playful. its all the past. get into meridian JC. i can do it i can do it. all i wish for is a B3 and above for chinese (its possible!) and having A1s for emaths, amaths and science. im gonna study hard. and improve every step i tk. and get towards my goal. i can do it. i can do it. i cretainly can.

just reached home hip hop today again. kinda boredd. pissed off too. din participate much. so burden with tmr's tests. extra burden for mi. thanks to not studying for the chem test last time and hafta tk restest tmr. and physics too. im gonna be bonkers by the end of today. bombareded with science anology.

anyway. today was alright. aint realli slpy. and chinese test was. well. i think i will barely pass. becos i had no time. i even skipped a few line for the cloze passage and comprehension. and ti-kam when chosing my answers. and i havent finish the ppr. i think im getting slower and slower with my actions.

maths was okie. jj was thinking too much. lols. and we teased him. we asked him if he was thinking of beena. and he said he was thinking about the opposite class [aloysius fight(i think) again]. and we was like.. ''woah. thinking of a guy!''. hes just kinda weird today.

and i bought cigarettes! (altho its like.. 3 days ago?!?!) suddenly rmbed. lol. i bought for my uncle frm the "ma-ma" shop. the ahpek knew my whole family. and he wasnt even shockedthen i told him my uncle asked mi to buy cigar for him. how cool.

gonna study soon. hafta study for 5hrs today (did my timetable). so gonna slp at. 1am? i slept at 2 ytd. but i dun think i can make it. din hav afternoon nap today. hope i can finish revising my physics today. and i finally realised sumthing. my chinese Os are soo near. onli 10days after my midyr. so scared now. i hafta start my intense studying schedule tmr. not today. 2 science tests! wells. thats life in sec4?

countdown -40days till chinese Os
195days till english Os(first ppr)

Verse 1:
Almighty God, The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock, Omnipotent, Powerful,
Awesome Lord.
Victorious Warrior, Commanding King of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror and the only time,
The only time I ever saw him run,
Was when...

Chorus:
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice He said
"Son, do you know I still love You?"
(End Chorus)

He caught me By surprise, When God ran...

Verse 2:
The day I left home,
I knew I'd broken His heart.
And I wondered then, if things could ever be the same.
Then one night,
I remembered His love for me.
And down that dusty road, ahead I could see,
It was the only time,
It was the only time I ever saw Him run.
And then...

Repeat Chorus

He caught me by surprise.
And He brought me to my knees.
When God ran... I saw Him run to me.

Bridge:
I was so ashamed, all alone, and so far away.
But now I know, that He's been waiting for this day...

I saw Him run to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
I felt his love for me again.
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
He said "Son"
He called me Son.
He said "Son, do you know I still love You?"
He ran to me (When God Ran)
(I saw Him run to me)
And then I ran to Him
(When God ran)
When God ran

nice. altho im abit slow. (cos i forgot about the song). how meaningful it is right. xD

nuthing interesting these few days. simply.. a normal school day.. just that.. its so hot so so hot. tireddd. lols just sum interesting facts ytd.

mr tay (the reliefe cher) nvr zip his pants. and mrs kaan made zhengwen to come over to tell him. HOW EMBARRASSING! but i miss that part. xiaoji just told mi. lol. so thats y he suddenly went out of the class.. to zip his pants! cute manns..!

lit test was damn difficult. im like the ne writing the least. *sigh*. slow handwriting. lol everybody his written 2 over pgs and im stuck a 1.onli 1 full pg. nvmd.

jj was so kinda during remedial! he promised us (the remedial peeps) that he will bring us to his hse to eat prata(and other indian food) after exams.. lols! and hes giving extra remedial! how cool! but provided.. more than 10 of us attended and well.. its easy. everyone was so enthu! but his forgot to give mi kitkat. lol. he dun have the time to buy them. lol..

and today was fine. slpy. onli during ss remedial. was dozing off. i din even slp during chapel! how cool.

ok. i hafta study. a line of test this week. and tmr is.. CHINESE! damn damn damn. i think i hafta study till 1 today. but i just woke up frm my sweet 3hrs of nap. i think i can hold on. i still hav maths and chemistry hmwk. eerryuck.

really boredd soo.. hehes.

01. Your Name?
wendyy!

02. Does your name has a meaning?
sad to say.. no.

03. Where are you now?
home?

04. Fave color?
p u r p l e!

05. Fave food?
ehh.. no favs?

06. Fave drink?
no favs..

07. Fave snack?
duno.

08. Fave musician?
GMSS musician - wong seemun!

09. Fave song?
alot lehh.

10. Fave sport?
dnno..

11. Fave subject?
art..((but im not taking tt sub. :())

12. Coke or Pepsi?
peppsi!

13. Red meat or white meat?
ehh.. dnnoo..

14. Pizza or Donuts?
pitt-zahh!

15. Laptop or Desktop?
desktopp.

16. Movies or Computers?
computer.. duhh.

17. Shakespears or Harry Potter?
neither.

18. Cold Weather or Hot Weather?
coldd..

19. Contacts or Glasses?
contacts.

20. Are u a huggy person?
too boney. hehs.

21. Would u consider urself as a negative or
positive thinker?
depends yarhs?

22. Do u like cartoons?
hah. some.

23. R u planning on learning something soon?
guitar? or wadeverr?

24. If you look out of the closest window to u,
wad do u wan to see?
the brightest star in the night sky!

25. R u wearing short pants or long pants right
now?
short. the weather is darn hot!

26. ever been on stage?
yup.

27. Most embarassing fact?
alot worr. heh.

28. What's ur dream car?
dnno?

29. Childhood hero?
ehh.. forgot

30. Ever watched a concert?
forbidden city counted?

31. Phone or Online?
both..

32. Believe in Santa?
used to..

33. Would u rather be Rich or Smart?
smart. =)

34. Allergic to anything?
anthing that make me go ahhchoo.

35. Fave day of the week?
friday! TGIF!

36. Do u have any enemies?
love your enemies!

37. Do u have boyfriend/girlfriend?
nooo.

38. In crush with someone?
nooo.

39. Do u believe in love in 1st sight?
nooo.

40. Any friends outside your origin country?
ehh.. dnno.. heh.

41. Ur greatest fear?
dnno..

42. Believe in Adam & Eve?
yupp.

43. The last thing u cried over?
stress?

44. How old do u wanna be when u get married?
dnnooo..

45. Where do u wanna spend ur honeymoon?
dnno? to young to think la..

46. Do u wanna have kids?
dnnoo..

47. What do u want ur wedding color 2 be?
white white white.

48. Pro- Abortion? ???
not ever!

49. Do u mind gay people?
I do.

50. Do u sing in the shower?
nooooooo..!

51. Best stuff you've eaten in the last 2 weeks?
ehh.. sum blardy medicine which is bitter but ex?

52. Digital or Manual Camera?
digitall.

53. Movie that makes u cry?
homerun..

54. Last movie u watch?
my girl!

55. Last Childish Movie u watch?
finding nemoo?

56. Movies you've watched the most (incidentally
or accidentally)?
huh. homerun lorhs.

57. Fave movie?
wad a girl wans/princess diaries.

58. Visual Art or Music?
visual art i guess.

59. Weirdest stuff u've ever eaten?
monkeys brain! haha. nahh.

60. Do you have pets?
in the past.. a doggie.

61. Who cleans your room?
mi mi mi!

62. Most useful software ever invented?
computer. handphone.

63. Ever met an inventor?
no..!

64. Believe in zodiac (any kinds)?
not realli..

65. Zeus (Hercules's Dad)?
nnoooo.

66. Xmas or Xin Cia? ??
wad xincia? xmas larhs

67. Ever met a president?
hahas. NDP?

68. Ever met someone in the government?
yarhs..

69. Natural/ Artificial?
huhs?

70. CD/ USB mass storage?
usb.

71. How much is the RAM capacity of the comp ur
using right now?
512.

72. Do u know how to change the oil of a car?
noo. hahas.

73. Are you a shy-kind of person?
if i dunnoe u.

74. Fave animal?
puppy!

75. Fave Plant?
none..

76. Would u consider urself 2 be a techno-nerd
or shopaholic-funky person?
more of.. a shopaholic.

77. Starbucks or CoffeeBean&TeaLeaves?
coffee bean. mmmm.

78. Ice cream or Sherbet?
ice creamm..

79. Fixing Electronics or Cooking?
NEITHER!

80. BSB or *N sync?
too ole fashioned?

81. Christina or Britney?
more of.. christina.

82. Fave season?
winter!

83. Do u write songs/poems?
during lit lessons.. erryuck.

84. Do u believe in the belief that '8' is
lucky?
hahas. dunnoe? but i came in 8th for 2.4!

85. Disney or Warner Bros.?
disneyy. :P

86. What do u think of World War I?
hitler is cruel.

87. Are u a neat freak?
no. im a messy freak.

88. The dryest joke u ever heard?
ehh. loads.

90. Ever do slow-dance w/ a person with the
opposite sex?
nooo.

91. Which part of ur body do u think is d most
attractive?
wadeverR?

92. McDonalds or KFC?
KFC (if i realli haftta ans!)

93. Orange Juice or Apple Juice?
apple..!

94. Do u prefer skim, 1%, 2%, or whole milk?
strawberri milk.. lol.

95. When is ur birthdae?
9th julyy!

96. whu think will be the 1st to respond to
this?
ehh. dnnoo.

97. Who do u think wont answer although u really
want them 2?
answer wad.

98. When is ur last holi???
march. *sigh*

99. when is your last wonderful romantic date?
none.. grt.

100. Do you have a happy family at home?
yess...!

i was realllllli bored and sick kies.. lol

im sick. really sick. and my ahma still call mi drink some blardy medicine. wah liews. so bitter. finish half the cup. left it in the kitchen. and im gonna slp. not when she come down and found out i din finsih it ill be dead. but she will be yakking awie tmr. oh wells.

my throat itch. my throat hurts. im feeling cold. but im sweating. wad does it mean. im sick. but i survived today.

wad blardy CIP. sarah took the tin awie. left mi tin-less. greaatttt. since my voice is already ~. tried not to tok today. hahas. went PS. then somerset. then toa payoh. then back to school. singaporeans are just oh-so-selfish. except some. they pretended to talk on the fone. pretended to read newpapers, pretended that we arent there. and thoguht that we are paid 5bucks an hr for this. ehh aunties. pls la.

n gb. was feeling so sick. so didnt enjoy. actually wanna tell ms khoo. but ahh nvm.


hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot. i cant stand the heat anymore. but im feeling cold. HMM.

ok. its all crap.

anyway. today is a real bad day. sucky. all becos im sick. *sigh*

he still made us run today. and i was like panting so hard even running onli 1 round. pathetic. leg muscles hurt. any movement i make, my body will ache. sigh. getting old. certainly. and played captains ball. runnign around. run run run. leg hurts even more.

and lessons were as usual. was playing bingoo. to kill time. pratically he whole class was playing. sam said we were childish. but he end up playing too. crapp. and well. back to my usual act during conquering the peak. too much electricity going on in the class. as usual.

before conquering the peak. went to cheers. woah. saw a rat. screamed mans. real huge. im not gonna walk past tat particular path again. not anymore. and while on the way up. a blardy old cheena cher scold us. CRAP la. heck care. send a teacher up to monitor us too. but i still continue eating. wads the use. eugene and sam was eating laksa too. wells. sha cant do anything anyway. the man told her he allowed us to eat. and i realise sumting. im not fit into any jobs. nearest is research and development. but i wanna be toilet manager. can earn alot. hah.

and set off. wanna slp. after i bathe. and after copying notes frm fenn's lit text. cos i was sleeping during lessons to. miss out quite a bit. but, im planning not to include lit in my L1R5. provided i can cope with my amaths on time.

tired tired tired. wanna slp. hav gb tmr. sianns.

[ x ] Spell your name backwards- ydnew
[ x ] Where do you live - singapore.. eastt?
Describe Your
[ x ] Wallet - (OP) pink n white..
[ x ] Comb - loads lehh. 2 purple. 1 pink.
[ x ] Toothbrush - purple.
[ x ] Pillow cover - starry. (theres purple stars) =)
[ x ] Blanket - a piece of cloth? hahas.
[ x ] Coffee cup - not a coffee cup. just a purple cup.
[ x ] Sunglasses - no need for one.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - burned cd.
[ x ] Makeup - dun wear.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my head - my brain, filled with thoughts.
[ x ] you Wishing - for.. smth.
[ x ] After this - bathing time! weather is hothothot.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - errr. frenns?
[ x ] Is next to you - the bed. the tele?
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in
the upcoming month - nuthing. not looking forward to mid yr!
[ x ] Something that you are alwaes afraid of - wells. rats. hah.
[ x ] Do you like candles - yups!
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yes. CERTAINLY.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - err. yar?
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - nvr to make any enemies right?
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet - a monkey or a puppy.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - the whole night. cant get to slp.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - duhh.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite foods - all. anything that i feel like eating?
[ x ] What's something that you wish people
would understand - my feelings. my thoghts. my emotions. my stress in life.
[ x ] Wat's something you wish you could
understand better - wad the teacher in frnt is tokking about.
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in
a long time - nope.
[ x ] my mother thinks that- im lazy. simply.. a slacker
[ x ] your three best qualities - egoo.best slacker. *urhh*
[ x ] three worst qualities - loads.
[ x ] makes u happy - sum and 'particular' lamers.
[ x ] upsets you - betrayal, backstabbers, stress.
[ x ] you keep a diary - yeahs. but its like.. updates once a mth?
[ x ] you like to cook - when im hungry. wish i can hav a grt meal.
[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared
with anyone - yearhs loads.
[ x ] you bite your fingernails - when im.. 5?6?
[ x ] you want more piercings - yeah, but im scared of dah pain.
[ x ] you want more tattoos - noono.
[ x ] you drink - yearh. plain water.
[ x ] you like cleaning - no. im comfortable with mess. xD
[ x ] you like roller coasters - yea. but kinda. scary.

*sighh* im feeling so sick. im gonna be sick. im a sick kid. every yrs CIP day is like that. sick sick sick. i think im gonna have a fever and a sore throat. loss of voice tmr. but i need/must go school tmr. owe fenn her lit text and there is a test on monday. hafta pass lian her class tee cos we need to wear it tmr. I NEED TO GO SCHOOL!

i wanna watch passion of the christ!

but again.. im scared of the gruesome parts. thats wad made the show M18. plainly watching the move clip during chapel made mi freaked out, esp. during when the nail was pierced into jesus' hand. urghh. un-imaginable. was luffing awie that day. serene, fenn n xiaoji thought i was mad. but i luff becos i feel soo.. yuckyy. and not becos im an introvert. seeing ppl got scared. bleahs.

aniwies. tmr have conquering the peak. j wong said wad rubbish. career guidance talk. crap. dang bored. i feel lk ponning but. waste of money. was planning to pon GB too on saturday but. all becos of dah stupid CIP. i wanna study for tests.. hella loads of test next week. practically every day? and i hafta study for them. cos my chinese is bad bad bad. was slping during lit lessons and was day-dreaming during physics(cos cant slp). oh wells. resign to fate?

blogging again. crap

so boredd. ddamn bored.. life is boring. bored bored bored. leg muscles ache. when i luff or cough, the place where u get stitches will ache. ouchh! arghh. im gonna be like an old ladie. old enuff to be gone and dead. xD.

today wasnt doing well in pft. got all As. but all cheat. got jiewen to do incline pull up for mi. cos i can onli do 9 which is a C. and the stupid ms ng(maths HOD), taking us for standing broad jump, was so stupid. she wrote in pencil. haha. i cheat again larhs. CRAP. but the rest As. kinda shocking. A for shuttle run. and im still able to do sit-ups. but it hurts. hurt loads. damn.

anyways.. my leg muscles hurt even more now. wanna ask dad to write a letter.. but its like so fake. the dayafter PFT. crapp. maybe i shuld just do PE. games tmr. no running. no running. no running. no running. no running. wadever..

and i forgot to bring inhaler again. so angry with myself? so forgetful, but im an old grandmere. lols. cant stand myself. luckily today no need inhaler. oh wells. SENILE KID am i.

and cheena was BORED. writing gong han(AGAIN). but luckily she was kind enuff and let us slack abit. need not pass up today. but i wasnt planning to anyways. and im gonna write finish. gonna. left.. the ending. cme was bored. awwwful. my stupid CME project sucks. shuld hav did it at home. rush for time and i crap over. made a mess out of it. hahas. and was playing with glue. not really. but the stupid uhu glue keep flowing out and im not pressing on it. and i thus. made a mess. hahas. CRAP.

woah. was so shocked by my handphone bill just now. so shocked. 56bucks. unbelievable. but it is a fact. first time in my lifetime. it shot up to 50over.

today was PFT. okie. i ran rather fast. got in the 8th. not 2nd. ahhas. i forgot. was running with the 4-2s. u noe. geraldine and renee? yearhs. thats y. and i walked. so pissed. why did i walk. *sigh* everyone sarted to overtake mi when i walk. was actually in the 3rd position. pushedd back.

but i ran faster than shulian by 0.01s. rather shocking. but its just merely.. 0.01s u see? makes no difference. and both of us got an A. hahhas. 14.32mins. good or lousy? not realli sure. but all i noe is i got an A. then the mark to get A is above 14.36mins. im so lucky. so so lucky.

but after runnin.. feel dizzy.. feel like vomiting... feel cold. but, i had got used to it anyway. after running this will happen. and hafta thank those hu cheered for mi. thank yew! but it kinda make mi divert my attention and lose concentration in running. hmm. concentration need in running? weirdd. im crapping

and lessons. wanna slp. tiredd. but ya. manage thru. esp. lim sw lessons. so dang boring u see? and english. oral again. so sick. and slacked till 330. wait for the GB frens.

and went to PLMGS. the school is kinda cool. and i was so shocked. hafta plait up their hair. wad stupid school rules? and i lurve their socks. footprints. like dah hangten ones. so cool. but their school is kinda old. renovating soon. same as ours. but, after we left. and so pissed that we hafta donate to the school since we haf alreadi donated and doesnt gain any benefits at all? wadeverrr. but overall, we did quite lil things. fooling ard most of the time.

and my leg is starting to hurt. muscles ache. but im still gonna aim for GOLD. run until lidat.. how can i give up? just scared in my pull-ups and standing broad jump. *sigh* gold gold gold gold gold. hahahas. im like.. more worried over PFT than studies? i wanna get gold! hahas. kinda aiming too high? since.. didnt do PFT last yr. hahahs. hu cares. and im not planning to get to ACJC! hahas.

gonna slp real soon. after planning on how my CME project is gonna go about. so lame. wad poster. ms lim can onli think of weird ideas. hope she is not taking us for CME tmr... *cross fingers*

siann. tmr PFT. no pratice at all. dunnoe whether i can do it anot. yearhs. i wanna get 2nd. lol. first ill let shulian have it. its so impossible to beat her in running?!?! lols.

sickk. studied for amaths until 2.30am ytd. then today i onli got 1 out of 4 qns right. hahahas. i keep thinking and thinking. but still dunnoe how to do. and they said the ppr was easy. ughh. liar liar pants on fire! lol. hahas. i banged my head on the table sia. then banged backwards and hit jiewen's table. so pekchekk. hahas. but i didnt copy. i'm not gonna copy frm now on! yayys! im prepared that i might fail, but oh wells, at least i tried my best last night? kinda serve mi right for not studying earlier during the weekends.

was dozing off during chapel. and yearhs. her singing sucks. sucks sucks sucks. as sucky as her character. trying to act nice towards other. dunnoe was her motive. cant be bothered. im always caught by her anyway. and the pastor was 'interesting', but.. realli too tired. cos i slept so late ytd.

and eric lee sucks. i bet he got so pissed of by our class. but i cant be bothered. he came in to class late, and still wanna detain us for recess, as he couldnt complete wd he wanted to finish today. so illogical lorhs. and she asked us the qns. we refused to answer. until sum classmates got real hungry and answered. din bother to thank him too. well, actualli i dun greet and thank teachers unless im in a RATHER good mood? dun bother to stand up to. waste of time?

PC was alright. but ill certainly miss PC. hahaas. i would rather go for PC then silent reading, for sure. and today is like lil revision on geogy. as she was teaching on sum study tips and use geog as an example. just realised how much i forgot. lol..

going off to sleep soon. tiredd`. and do sum hmwk and.. sleep. hafta slp early today. kinda shock when i handed up the cheena hmwk and she din scold mi. im the last to hand in. finally in a good mood? *shruggs*

slping at 2am every night. so tiredd after gb but, yearhs. cant get to slp. and was kinda reprimanded. cos they knew i would slp in the afternoon for slping so late at night. but do u think i care? so tired of their naggings.

daddy: when is ur mid-yr?
mi: 7th till i dunnoe when
daddy: so fast..! u better start.. ur chinese too (blahblahblahh)
mi: shut up la. ( and i stomped into tthe room.)

everyday is lk the same qn. so sick. i noe wads the word 'discipline'. it is in my dictionary.

gb was fine. cant understand why we need to travel to GBC. played the game of 'life'. kinda boredd. keep earning money and studying. earn 75bucks by singing a christian song. kinda stupid. and i studied till graduate. and ppl keep pulling mi to church. and nette was the first to become a beggar. go around kneeling. but i din notice that she died. i thought all the dead ppl are just so fake. to interrupt us. but, hahas.

so sick. i wanna slp now. so tiredd. ahhas. xD

damn.. haha. was searching for the barney song "I love you". search so long then nette told mi she hav it! so infuriating. arghh. wells. ytd was alright. din bother to blog cos. lazee. loads of hmwk and i got dah stupid lit seminar. bleah. din get to present larhs. my grp last. hahas. shiok. was sitting behind mrs kaan. fooling ard. and notice a gruesome act by two gayys. hahas. err. its a dare so.. owe them hersheys kisses. oh wells. ytd's chapel is... so-so. 3 movie clips. but not nice. no start no end. wadeverr lorhs.

and todays one is worst. i wanna watch passion of the christ!. todays singspiration ermm.. shant comment too much. wad can i say? sang be two 'people' who tends and i believe that they sing traditional songs? wadeverr. and lessons. stupid sam! call him do my binomial theroem remedial work he go hand in! wad the.. jj will surely YELL at mi lorh! im in deep trouble.. *sigh*

kinda miss PE now. i wanna obtain a GOLD for pft. but no training at all. x(. miss two pe lessons. aiyaarhs. i wanna get gold. last yr miss pft but, i wanna get gold this year. gold means gold. i feel lk running. urr-huh. y didnt i run for cross country. stupidity.

something happened to me today. dunnoe to feel sad or happy. a phrase i suddenly remembered during literature lesson. over the moon. lol.

still rushing through lit grp work. tmr is the lit seminar. *phew* we got the boys in our team. i just send all the crap to them. and im gonna go off soon. ahahs. i dun care much longer. CA is not important this year anyway. and yea. i failed my chemistry. not shocked. i didnt study at all. copy till mad.

i cant stand myself. todays emaths test WAS easy. but all careless. and i cant think of the solutions. struggle my way through. and now im the midst of failing. failing my best and most powerful subject in my primary and secondary school life for the FIRST time. i cant. my standards hav dropp. i can no longer get A1. i hate myself for not studying. im just uncomfortable without a calculator. its feels so... empty.

today is bored. dozing off during literature lessons once again. cant help it. ive tried to keep myself up. bu i cant. i havent started studying anything. not even done my hmwk. and some other hmwrks due weeks ago. wad is with mi. i just keep slacking. i wanna stop. i wanna resist my temptation. but i cant. if i have the urge to go online. i will hav to go. and i cant concentrate well if i dont. im so useless. no self-control. and worst off. its O's. a major yr. i wanna get into a JC. i want to have a straight path for my future. i cant slack. and im born in the dragon yr. that is more of a "NO NO". i can do it. yes i can!

still jumping for joy. whoooopsie! lols.

pissed my dad ytd. reached home at 10.57pm. he was lk chanting awie. but i just banged the door on him and off to my bed. so sickening. too tired to hear any more of his chants.

ytd was another great day! memorable indeed. x) everyone was excited..! we were all gleaming went we heard the juniors got gold. din hav challenged shield this yr. but.. it is certainly a miracle. cause their drill aint as good as the batch of juniors two years back..

and merrini's contingent was great! so happie for them. but its such a loong wait before serlyn's contingent.. but all did veh well for the seniors drill comp! can see all coys practice soo hard!

and serlyn's contingent was great too! except for a lil mistake. but... their creative make all of us go 'wow ; wahh ; woah'. wasnt there too see most of their practises so.. dont realli noe their std till ytd! so shocked. they were goood for sure! so proud of them.

ans singapiration.. jumping awie in full uniform. singing.. enjoying ourselves. and resultS! regional got gold! we are sooo damn happie...! yixin has done us proud! weee!~

and both seniors contigent got gold! yays! and challenge shield and best commander! certainly.. their hard work paid off! thank god!

and went to mac .. then airport. hav sum mashed potatoes at popeyes. yummy! and reach home.. and dozed off. too tired. screamed.. shouted.. cheered.. my throat is gonna sore. but... we had a memorable 70th anniversary indeed. x)

sooo dang tiredd. *yawnss* i am eating bread now! uh huh. frm breadtalk. lols. greedy piggy.

all alone at home. isolatedd`. i thought i was late but.. urrhh.. lols.

wells. cross country was fine. good weather. abit chaotic. and oh wells. as expected? lols. maybe.. just a lil too chaotic. ppl found stickers on the floor and fake them. *pheww* i caught them red-handed. but who will be so patriotic to gain points for their hse? lols.

went to eat after that. and wasnt planning to go out at first but. change of mind. and when shulians hse the 'sit' and wait for both the piggies -namely fenny and shulian to bathe.

went plaza singapura. and watched My Girl. cute show. but if it is in english, it will be better yeahs. lols. but not bad after all. cute childrens acting. so romantic. lols. but i din get to see the adult Noinah. sadded. and adult Jeab looks so ugly. unlike the cute and handsome him during young. but, its a show. lols.

and shopped. legs hurting now. din shopped finish the whole plaza sing duhh. so crowded. dunnoe wad sale going on. so went home. thank god that i will not be sitting for emaths tmr. realli enjoy myself. lols.

still hafta prepare my full uniform. tired. oh wells.

siann. today is sucha boring day! *yawnns*

wells. still hafta go school early in the morning. assemble at 6.20! *groanns* i havent wake up at that time on normal school days! ughhh..

wells. lessons today are totally freaking mi outt. u will be freaked out if u have lessons like that too.
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i cant stand seeing lim sw face and JJ stench. and both their lessons are equally boring.. sickk. lucky that today doing lab work or im gonna faint. and follow by doing gong han (cheena compo.) worst. i dun hav anymore brains to think. english is just merely going thru the word power, which i flunk. and CME aint fun i tell ya. CME AINT FUN! it was suppose to be. but not with ms lim around. her teaching sucks. i think she wanna come our class to teach is probably becos she is prepared for retirement. and she made sum of us, including mi, sand for the whole period for not interviewing my grand parents. wadeverr. and went paya lebar. so tiredd. and still hafta wake at 5 plus tmr. wth..