im home. ayyyeee. whats so wrong. im going to write a journal again. hahh. here it is!

saturdayy;
sent fenny off. sigh. went to the airport with some f43 ppl. she was kinda busy and so we didnt really bother her. her lugguage was 9kg overweight and so they started emptying stuff. the situation was kinda hectic. plus, her name was spelt wrongly. take a few snaps with her and off she goes, with her eyes red. i will miss her so dearly. only can see her at least 9mths later? sigh. i will miss those wonderful memories with her in sec2 and 4.
went for gb after that and out, to orchard. shopped and bought a skirt from freshimp, tee from fourskins and stuff. reached home, changed, and went to my aunts house.

sunday;
went out with my cousins today. went to tampines to shop. bought a nike tee. and ate KFC for dinner. had my fill before she fetch me home. uncle asked mi to help in his shop. something like a cashier, on a sunday morning. the pay is rather good. heh. 3hrs 25bucks. aint bad rightt. but i have to travel all the way to yishun, and i think i cant rush back in time for church. oh wells, still considering. ((:

monday;
walked to kallang mrt. the walk is so far! 15mins of brisk walking! wowws. but it can save me 45cents, y not? and i leave home later too. and school is boring. mr tang was in a bad mood. he was rather pissed with our class cause we are too chatty and unattentive and he scolded the 'f' word. was kinda shocked. is jc teachers that different from sec. teachers? *shruggs* and lessons went on fine, except physics. the teacher was picking on me, somehow. and GP did debate. used handphone in class and the teacher saw. and i was like, 'errh, waitwait' and i cont talking. lol. but he is a great teacher. so he didnt really mind. ((: and home. walked home again. just ate lunch, hafta study later. but im tired. yawnns.

ponned school! hhahaa. not uncommon larh.

today will be a greattttt day! going out with fenny later! shes BACK!!! yay. but going off tmr. sighh. but still, i can go out with her! haha. and if daddy allow.. will be going vens house for a mini farewell party at night! woohoo. *crosses fingers*

daddy is so nice today! haha. i told him ytd that i dun wanna go school and guess wad, he didnt call me up today! hmm.. maybe he knows that im really tired. but then, i pon cause i dun wanna do chinese compo. hahahaaaa!

crap larhs. i going to get ready liaoo. haha. ciaooo!

sleep, or not sleep? hmmmm. haha!

ponn or not ponnn? sigh.

im so so indecisive! lol. oh wells. lessons are boring as usual! wanna ponn school today but nah, got the urgeeee to go to school. lol. and PE was not so tiring! lol. nvr sweat so.. GOOD. haha. and lessons went on.. had the lame and funny mr yuen for physics again. at least better than the boring and monotonous mr chang. lol. and we only did a graph for 1h30mins. wowww.

ytd was boring lessons too, so is tomorrow and the day after. WORSE, tmr is chinese essay writing. i suck at it. (HELLO! who dont know that!) i wanna take chinese B alr. i miss pan lao niang. i rather her, more than that bitchified old hag teaching me now. assss.

nvm. 1mth. r e n.

and 05SD have some retarded flea market. SHEESH. sell whatever shit. i hate the class larh. what can i do. grrs. and yikping withdraw. wth. one lesser person to talk to. they force us to stay back and wadever shit. stupid class.

damn. complain complain complain. complainy wendy.

bloggeridiiii bloggeridoooo. har-HARRRR.

im hyper. im not sure why. WHY?!!

anyways. stayed at home ytd. AND FRET. y cant find plstic bags deeeee! and yes, reggie found. yay yay yay yay. everything done. and sleep. hhahaa.

gb's recre when superrr uberrrrr well today. yayyyy. and im insane. million billions zillions of braincells DEAD because of recre. so im MAD. and yes thanks to squadfourr too. yay. the games went fine. AT LEAST MINE WENT FINE. no injuries, no wadsoever. only laughters, and wet butts. and giving instructions was HELL. so, im having a sore throat now!

stacks of hmwk unfinish/undone. i cant understand maths. eee llll pppp. cause i ponned that day and boooohooooo. econs too. and chinese. urhhhhh. i cant be bothered. frigging chinese teacher. i cant hear her larh. but wait,

i can write letter when i ponn school! so im ponning MORE!!!! unless mr tang dun allow. or ill pon pon pon. and go play more pool, more openhses to get goodie bags and mooorrrreeee sleep. great. ponning is FUN! furthermore, Os results are out in a mths time. wad can they do to me. dun let me get outta the school? have a bad record of not going for detention? have my detention in my new school? i think MI will be that retarded to do such things. but shut up, we are the last 1st 3 mths batch, so SHOO.

har harrrrrr! im getting HIGH. retardeded. geeeeeeeeeeeee.

im homeeeee! hahaha. i ponned school today! nice nice day!

ytd.. went school (and its so boring!) and went to beautyworld to play pool. played with charmaine, xiaoji and clare. used up all my beginners luck during the first two games and played with charmaine for AN HOUR. hahaa. and she won, finally. hehh. and ate prata.

today woke up kinda early.. met xiaoji, jieshun and sarina at 10.20 at aljunied. the train broke down! the people got stuck inside for 10mins and the train reverse and turn back to pasir ris. how exciting. haha. and toured round the school. then, beautyworld.. pool.. ate prata and HOME.

im too lazy to go to the doctors. daddy's writing letter for me. hehhs. actually wanna buy MC but lazy! prob. going nanyang tmr.

have to eat dinner reeee. tata!

give me a knife. i wanna stab myself NOW.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. just done with gb recreation proposal. first task given to me. and i manage to finish it within 1hr30mins. how great.

not forgetting all the phonecalls i made. and my handphone's batt is FLAT. DEAD. plusplus plus. Message Memory Almost FULL. bwahhhhhh.

i just cant get over wad ms peeyan said "Girls, next time wear school shoes." wad the helllllllllllll! *stabbs her* even MI nvr ask me to wear school shoe, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. if she insist, ill not go for GB ever. I MEAN IT. how kind i am to wake up EARLY in the morn and do lead recre next wk. and all you have is a MOUTH, to scold us.

pissed. today was THE WORST DAY ever. i almost got late. thank God. the guys waited for me. so still, i get to sit on the bus! weeeehhh. and school is alrights. was pissed at first. and the laughing gas is all around me. hahaaa. seeing someone who looks like a typical nerd, up on the board doing physics solution. and HAHAH. how tight his pants is. i laughed throughout the period. everyone was STARING at me, with that weirdweird eyes. but i cant be bothered. i dont know why i laughed so hard just now, SERIOUSLY.

and yes. lunch with charmaine, clare and cheukk is GREAT! charmaine keep recalling the jieshun's incident and yes, MOONYCAKEY! hahahaaaaaaaaaa. retards. yes, i admit im one today. HAHAHA. how victor is truamatised by the durian uncle. HAHAHA.

im mad. i think ill get a nightmare of laughing too much today. hahah. and oooops. i missed dinner again. and theres PE tmr. dead. bread anyone? but im not hungry. eaten too much air already. CRAP.

miracles do happen. its wonderful how you loathe your class last time and missing it like hell now. im not talking about myself. i do miss fourthree like crazy but dont loathe it.

but i dont like my class now. call me anti-social. i dont bother to talk to them. (as if anyone will bother to talk to someone besides his/her partner.) maybe it consists of more guys and girls. and all i ever talk to is the maths guru- liangyu, cherris, patricia, bobby and the 2 guys sitted behind me (i dont know wads their names). and yes, cheuk.

all i love about my class is our home tutor. and i rather my class to be on the 3rd lvl. not first. cant talk to my OG mates, gm mates and yes, OGL. all situated at the 3rd lvl. and my class is so isolated.

sighh. and i miss xiaoji, sarina and cherie. i miss sleeping in tutorial (obviously i cant do it now) and playing bingo and the chinese game. i just miss all the fun we had. but no, i dont miss my previous maths tutor. but i miss the chinese tutor. and yes, i miss gmethss teachers.

sigh. how INSTITUTE life differs from SECONDARY school life. college life is different from institute life though. institute its really like higher and more independent version of sec. school life. how much i loathe MI. although i cant be bothered to tuck in my uniform.

i just miss those days. its so hard to move on.

i just cant stand the fat ass in my class. and im sure he knows i hate him too. gees.

schooling was boring today too. maybe cause im too tired from walking ytd, but my leg muscles dont hurt. although mr tang was humorous, wasnt really enjoying. really really tired. and physics was worst. get every chance to lie on the table and SLEEP.

but maths after break was better than i expected. ms loke is great. she teach us during the first period and the next we did assignments. i guess i will be looking forward to her lessons more, although i dreaded it during break. and yes, thank God i got someone to replace mr e.woon. someone whos a maths guru and he is just sitted beside me. heh.

and went wisma with sarina to buy that roxy slingbag. im loving it now. and i reach hoem at 2.45. early yeahh? didnt really walk around much. more time to deciding whether to buy or not. but the bus ride to wisma is entertaining. was standing nice to a guy sitting down and he was sleeping. and he nearly fell off his seat. and i was like.. WOAH. i shunned. and we started laughing and he dare not go back to his lalaland anymore. but we chatted and he knew some peeps and teachers from gmeth.

yes. finally OG outing. hehh. im looking forward to it larh! although its just a movie. i finally get to go out with fiona, sheena and rhoda. and yes, liyun. haha. i miss orientation days THAT much.

went town today. took bus 77. straaaiigghhttt to PS. yayyyyyy! i can go town more oftenn! CHEERS.

and yes, met with mic.k at PS. ate some wrappamania which taste awful. (im so sorry dear mikky). shopped and walked to paragon. joked on the way too. and went to roxy shops. eyed on a roxy bag but too bad its a sling bag. its nice! but im looking for a backpack. maybe i will buy that for going out or something. still deciding.

and walked to wheelock and went to crumpler. i saw the brown bag i like too. but its expensive. and common. shld i wait for my dream bag to arrive? sighhh.

went nooch after that. shared a bowl of noodles and got each a drink. nice. and headed home. met amos on the way. suddenly feel the faithfourthree class spirit when im with mic today. i just miss faithfourthree that MUCH. sigh. and ive been singing to myself the WHOLE day. i miss singspiration. ughhh.

46bucks for my face. can you believe it? oh-so-unture. but it is a fact. a facial wash, cream and antibiotics and i have to go for reconsultation.

is the doctor trying to earn my dad's hard earn money, or wad?

schooling is alrights. wanna crash today but cant. cos mr tang is my HT and he recognises me. and i have no more chance to crash already. *criess* and yes. loads of people sick today. xiaoji, jieshun and daniel. is the pool place too dirty/dusty? and clare and cheuk ponned.

but schooling is alright. wasnt really listening. playing and chatting. and i can no longerhave lectures with the rest of s102 people. all confined to a classroom. so like secondary school life larh! oh wells. i hate it! y must i be in 05SD? seriously, stupid donkeys. grrrrs.

okay. very tired. sleeping time.

hmm. nice nice dinner. x)

school is tiring today. maybe because there is PE. and maths is killing me. i hate the maths teacher!! she suckk larh. in the disp. comm. so wad larh! wadever. and econs and physics. was sleeping on the table. haha.

and went to play pool with cheuk, clare, jieshun, victor, xiaoji and daniel. i still suckk at it. haha. and we played cheat. alot of times. haha! and alot of foolish things happened larh! haha. funny funny. had a fun time larh. and my tee is all BLUE larhs.

oh wells. receiving some og photos from dearest sheena. miss her sooo much. heee.

i hate strangers who read my blog for no reasons. yes, im keeping this on low-profile. well, shld i say i couldnt survive w/o blogging?

school is alright nowadays. im getting more and more enthusiastic about the new day at school and studies is getting fun, but im still struggling.

met the usual people on the train today. sarina, jianwei, jieshun and daniel, as usual. assembled at the quad and proceed to the LT for maths. maths was alrights. only that ive forgotten some of the basics and yes, i need to polish up on my addmaths. finally realize how impt it is. thanks dad. and HT. did nothing except some introduction. and my HT was great i can say. at least he doesnt look fierce or wadsoever. and i had a tummyache. laughed too much i guess.

and after break was GP. had a great time, playing bingo. how i wish i'd miss the game of bingo although i had much fun. i need to polish up on my english. and they cont. making fun of daniel and yes, i was included. feel kinda pissed too. and proceed for econs and physics. they left me alone and cont. teasing. wadever. but i listened in class. grinns. and im able to follow some concepts now.

and they asked me out to play pool tmr. kinda reluctant to go. dont really like to go out with them. and dun really want to go out, except to buy a new bag and shoes. so, home. have to study now. ciaoo.

second day of school is great too! but tiring. just woke up, from the sofa AGAIN. but at least i reached home earlier. and left house earlier. but still, bus rides are so sucky. dad's car broke down. badd.

played some ice breakers. the stupid bombing game. and the orientation goodie bag suckkkkkkkk. waste my 12bucks. and treasure hunt was alright too. but we search like 30mins for a clue and a ogl.28 told us the colour of the clue is pink and we are suppose to find purple. freaky. but still, some happening things happened? a guy was playing the guitar and my frens saw a hole there.obviously his boxers or wadever is seen larh. and one of them just shouted 'got hole!' and he covered it with his guitar. i was too 'clean' to notice that part of his. haha.

and mass dance. im going to use up a bottle of detergent alr. the stupid guy partner has sweaty palms larhh!! FREAK. but we change partners immediately after the SLs and SCs left. let the guys be gu-niang for once. haha. but in the end i found out he is from victoria. freakky. but still, i survived. and some og meeting and home. and the trip home was funny. and gross.

oh wells. they say tmr will be fun. some tele-death match and orientation finale. and classes are starting. i wanna tk withdrawal form alr!! haha. no larh. i wanna study econs. i wanna TRY. but i think ill suck at it. and i dont wanna try taking CHINESE. teach me malay someone. im cut out to be one. yawnnnnnns.

whew. IM FINALLY BACK HOME. home sweet home. i misssss home.

first day school aint bad larhs. onli the bus trips. woke up at 5.20 today. and left home at around 6.11am? but then, we are still late for school. gees. and first part was kinda boring. principal talk, discipline talk, sub. talks.. but after that was great. made some new weird frenns. haha. and my OG was alrights. and learned mass dance. kind of stupid. and dismiss!

yes. it seems so fast. but i reached home at 6.23pm. left school around 4.45? but still. hate the bus rides. hopes daddy can fetch mi everyday. shall complain. haha.

happy new year everyone!

wow. 2005 has finally arrived! but then, still have to bear a thought for those involved in the tsunami tragedy. decided not to celebrate the countdown although some of them ask mi too. kinda inappropriate. but still. have to be grateful. new year. new resolution. and im gonna make my new resolution later in the day.

but still, thanks for making my 2004 a memorable one. the new year has finally arrive. thank god for everything. this year will certainly be a great and fabulous year.


playing maple story the whole day. still cant get to the next lvl! arghhhh. hahah. and yes, school is starting in 2 days time. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. still pissed over the fact that i cant wake up at 7 anymore. and i know no one that is in the same orientation grp as me. oh well. make new frens then. urrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhh.