err hmmm! here am i! haha. but computer not 'up' yet.. still down.. thanks to my bloody dad. waiting for sum repairman and wouldnt wanna buy a computer.. hurmph.. fine. yeahhs. shuld be glad i can use today! currently in my cousins hse. hes sleeping awie.. and i dun gif a damn. im desperate for a computer.. wahahas..! urm.. loads of stuff happened? loads loads.. and i tink this blog realli need a rest. mi too. hafta finish all the vcds which has been piling up. study for my Os[erhemm.! yarhs.. wait till i start studying...] . =) last 3 wks.. hafta return to school for lessons. drill. hip-hop dance and all.. so tiring.. spend like half of the day there. and went out if there isnt anything on.. hafta make use of my time! lols. my dad give mi until 21st. which is firday to relax and i hafta start my hardwork.. for next yr. sheesh`

first wk. nuthing much. went to qins bbq for a while. second wk./ when to anyis bbq. yarhhs.. wadeverr. so boredd. memory got problem also. forgot everything done. =] tis wk. when to elaines chalet. so cool. tricked the guys and ame. lols. we[fen.mi.lain] offed all the lights.. power and all except aircon and slept. till they come and distract but knocking on the door. we hide ourselves in the toilet and lains sis helped us. hehes. fen.ven.lian bet with the vb guys that they will lose the game but they won. forfeit on friday was terrible. hmm. paint and wax all over. okok. end of.. tarhtarhs.

wadever. today pissed off. wad the hell. so darn freaky kies. oh wells. gonna sleep soon. tired. yeahh. yest. slept quite early. 11. dreaded to wake up morning..=[ but hafta.. -sighh- schooling.. sucks. so went to school din bother to bring boots. hahs.have cheena kinda bored. and the story is so lame okies. wad pie thingy. u cant deduce things lidat! hurmphh. and physics. wadever. lame experiment too. poking pins. like sum chinese medicine. wee hoos. and lim sw. nagging awie. after recess. literature. kinda boredd at first. listening to her evalution. for lit ppr. and watch part of a movie. nice! called the dead poet society. continuing next week. wee hees. and went to find mua sqd before going to hav lunch. damn fucked up kies. miss wong scolded mi for my blouse. and got demerit point. wadever. and amelia was standing there longer and in front of miss wong with the whole blouse tucked out and she dun even bother. fine. so i wenta stand beside her with my blouse OUT. wad can she do. shuddup larhhs. and she drove off. wadever. so pissed off by such bias teacher. but eunice told mi nvr to be rude to her or she will write bad about u in cca and will be shown to the manager when working or sumthing. but i cun stand her bias-ness! she is a freak. wadever. i told loadsa peeps. they say relax. cos everyone knows her bias-ness. wadever!then had drill after lunch. was suppose to end at 3 but they just wouldnt wanna go and end at 437. finally hah. cos everyone has finish theirs and is raining. lols. not bad today. but my voice got hoarse. shouted too much or. wadever im so pissed off. im gonna complain to everyone. but i gonna sleep first. damn tired after 3hrs of drill. -yawnn-

wee heees.. im real hyper. nat today actually. yesterday was far far worst. woahh..
today was okie i guess. lessons in class was especially boring today i tell ya.. gees. yeahh. start with cheena. she spend like an hour talking about 2 letter writing we got for the finals? sheesh. time wasting again. and talking about nect yrs crucial year.. bleahhs. i kinda promise myself to get at least a B3 for my Os in june/july so i wont hafta retake. arhh. my promise are always broken. okokies. i gotta work hard now. im gonna study later. hah. and watching tv at 9. do i hav the tyme? :P. and early recess and sum english tok. so darn boring kies.. sarah dozing off. mi drawing awie witty my pen. or rather. since i cant see how the electricity is travelling. lemme hear it.. 'buzzzz..' rather loud sumtymes hah.=] and finally. 2hr30mins over. went to see sqd 1 drill. making fun rather. and got another name. golden-hair monkey. ok. wadever. just gimme the shivers. thought of westside story. i just seem to be scared of tt huang shaowei. im a scardy cat. so dun ever take mi to a horror movie. =] and went to eat lunch with qin. grace. baowen. nette. sophia. kinda suaning mi. wadever.. and went out with nette. yanru souldnt go. sheesh` went bugis at first. walked sum usual places.. and saw a kappa bag. yearning for it since then. hafta get buckies frm mum. woohoo. and bought a pen. then went to heerens. shopped. bought a comb and rubberbands.. took postcardies. yeahh. i ren le. nvr tk neoprints. nvr to spend soo much on them or u will get addicted! lol. and go cine.. walked.. saw claire chong and cheryl goh.. and time flies. 6 lerhh. so squeeze thru the mrt. made it. lol. and we din take the wrong train!. victory.. kinda. urmm.. ahh. actually gonna tk the wrong on tho. hehs. =] and nette asked "did we take the correct train?" woohoo. at least i abit clever and faster. ABIT only yarhhs and checked for the correct route before boarding. yarhhs. abit onli. =] and so wad if im older. hurmph. yeahh. home sweet home. watched holland v. went down to buy sum munchies and here i am. im gonna study ok. soon soon. after typng. self-control! lol.

"Aoccdrnig to a rsechearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy,
it deosn't mttaer
in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny
iprmoetnt tihng is
taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The
rset can be a
toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm.
Tihs is bcuseae we
do not raed ervey lteter by istlef but the wrod as a
wlohe."

tis is so true! i can read.. woooo.. lol. hehes`-

today. so darn boredd. hees. dad health is detriorating [hows ist spelled?]. went to the doctors late in the night. awws. three days mc. so no income for family and save bucks. yeahh. today norm. lesson. amaths werent tt badd arhh. at least i understand the topic-matrices. lol. yeahh. i din sleep. wooo.. and went for drill. was slacking again. realli dunnoe howda teach em. but they are so enthu or rather. hardworking. arhhs. they went back for breaks earlier than mua.. and wouldnt wanna be dismissed. lols. was suppose to end at 3 but they wanna stay till 4. gees. yeahh. but too small. so easy to point out mistakes i guess. yeah.. stated and crapped till 4plus. and planning to go out with yanru tmr. buying loadsa pressies for everyone. arghh. so broke. heees. but rather bored at hm. yeahh. and i wanna sleep soon. so darn tired. *yawns x2* yeahh. maybe after dinner and spring of life. heard that slping after meals can make ya fat.cool. i gonna try tt everyday. woohoos. but i dun wanna miss holland v. and i lurve tt under one roof cheena show! okokies. ive keep my pace.. nvr missed an episode. and yarhh. so sad. wendy is gonna die soon. tt pros.. weehoo. not all wendis are lidat arhhs. hurmph. yeahh. westside too. im gonna sit in frnt of the teevee the whole day again. dionks. nvm. amaths is fine fer mi today.

finally i realise sumpthin.. lol. typing loads everydae. complain queen arhh. and archive are piling up. so changed it to monthly. guess i hafta spend years. reading thru dem. arhh. crapping again. yeahh. suddenly night-dreaming again. dreaming of mua dream life. all the things i wann yeahhs..

+ a brand new hp. [one with camera]
- no sister. or rather. not such an irritating one. its a bless to have one i noe..
+ a computer of my own..! [flat screen.printer.scanner.speaker.wadever needed]
+ cupboard of clothes filled.[wahhh.]
+ loadsa snack to munch on everydae. [glutton]
+ get my drawer of cds be filled. [more.more!]
+ a room decorated with my stuffs and nat letitng anyone in [hah. fathope]
+ a maid! [life w/o housework!cool]
+ more storybooks [heh. i wanna improve mua english!]
+ a spacious living room [wad e i know. but my living room is always filled with my things. hehs]
+ dahh sims whole collection!


thats all i guess. woah. i cant asked for mua dad to stop nagging at mi though.. or my grades will..*dionk..dionk...dionk....*yeahh. but not so difficult to obtain wor.. and i aint demanding much. oh yarhhs. n i tell ya. Im gonna gain weight kies. currently 41kg.[no harm telling] im reaching my goal. 44! okie. set tt goal when my weight was 38.5. im gaining. but im growing taller too. eeps. :S
and im changing my url soon. beware peeps! i noe. vehh troublesome. but i cant stand it. dreamers-landz. y didya ever think of tt in dah first place, wendy? its so damn yucky. still thinking of one i will adore.. woahhh..

am i too violent or wad. y am i so soft-hearted now. y am i contradicting myself? arhhs.. wadever.. its 9. uh huhs. and i haven done a single packing up. sheesh. tmr is a new dae again. a fresh start for mi. hafta study for my headstart test. wadever. although abit too early and ive revised b4 finals. it isnt glued to my mind but instead. cleanly washed off my mind. gees. so hafta study. this is an order from mua dad. yeahh. and my tabletop is filled with junks. sweet wrappers seen everywhere. books nowhere to be seen. all things i brought to school for displaying is found laying on my table. even if it isnt suppose to be there. im just so lazee. or another word- wadever. a fresh start. fresh beginning. shant i hav a fresh place to study? and i was planning to pack my table and drawers. but i just stick to the computer. wad e. self-discipline kies. im gonna hav a good start. im gonna hav a good start. get a good grades for my headstart test!. yesh. but its easier to say than done. the sight of books just made mi sick. jeee..!

yuppies. todae rise and shine. watched teevee. huan zhu ge ge. such anole show but. im addicted to the tv. can sit in frnt of it for 8hrs a day. and i will not do that anymore tmr. gonna get spankings but ill defy my dad for sure. huhs.. how. today. had a tiff with sister. she took off the battery for the remote control. oh damn. she just claim tt she wanna study. as if she will? fat hope. heh. but i admit. shes more discipline then mi. is like duhh. her As are approaching vehh soon. and cousin came. skipped lunch. and played the sims. her hse is so uglie. so squarish and purplish. i lurve purple but. not to the extent? oh wells. she just hav a poor taste. and went popular again. she forced mi to bring her there. complaining thru-out. and u know wad. her mum wans mi to buy assesment books for her again. primary five. wad e. and she even brought like. 7 maths assessment bks for her to do today. wad the hell. her exams are over kies. and the teacher aint starting to teach the primary five syllabus. so damn kaisu. typical singaporean. thank god. im nat her child. ill be scared stiff. and rather commit suicide. and came back. slack. played with lil cousin. shes just growing fatter chubbier i guess. gonna cant be able to pick her up in few mths time. n skipped dinner once again. ate macdonalds when was at popular. and aunt is gonna buy the alphabet bear for mi.that one sold at macdonalds. din begged for it.her own accord! and i requested for a W. i aint a kiddo. she asked mi so paiseh. cannot reject her yarhh.. *cheeky smile*. watched teevee. and here i am. thats my day. dreaded going for school tmr. is hols but cant sense it. sigh worst of all. drilling tmr. dun wanna bring boots. aww mans..gonna apply loadsa sunblock adever. drilling drilling drilling.. feel lyke drilling the commands for the basic static drill to the sec1s once and for all. -sigh- i need excuses to pon. and wadever. tiana din gif mi the drill competition format and contacts for the sqd members and wan mi to teach drill. fat hope. i gonna call my dad write loadsa letters. heh. easier said than done again. i know i wont do that. i wont be so soft-hearted to let tiana drill the sqd alone. oh wells. i just hafta go tmr. sian 1/2 i realli feel like studying and not drilling. wad e. mindset changed. wadever. im not into anything now. just addicted to sims. i tell ya. im gonna get house party one day no matter wad! hehes... or maybe. hotdate.-flickerminded.

gonna sleep soon. so darn tired. gees. slept for 3 whole hrs yesterday. aint bad. lol.and ironed uniform. polish boots. read bible and back to slp and 11. im realli a piggy now. and woke up. continue with the bible.. did everthing and meet mich.ng. wasnt late on mua clock. was late on hers. hurrmph. aint my fault. lols. and meet witty e rest of the gang.. changed. help with the pushing of chairs.. wadever.. rollcall.. was a mess. w/o timer. lols. hu cares. im no way gonna shout. im in sqd 10! lol. and drill. wasnt feelin well. slight dizzy and tiana din forced mua to do drill. as usual. cai baoyi said about our uniform. mdms complaining. wadever. im just not in the mood for drilling. im sick kies.. wads happening to mi! sheesh`-
bible quiz. flunked for my sqd. i dun gif a damn. got 28/40. i dun care. i nvr even answered a single qn. wad the hell. most of my sq members cant read the bible kies.. wad can i do. oh wells. and pathetic. onli 3 christians in the sqd. so how. oh wells. and badgework. normal. talked bouts pioneer badges.. nyaa. church thingy. havent done. oh wells. mich.n and i planned not to do. im just so sick of gb now. gb just sucks hell big tyme. and recreatn. damn. confused soccer. wtf. i dun bother. narhnarhs. i and yuanying playing awie. sqd7 and sqd10 can realli fight well tis tyme. lols. was cheating. and cap was gonna drop. so cant jump much. and sqd gathering. tokked. fooled around. its mi kie. i know. ya brains will be thinking "wad e.. ur an asst. sqd leader!!" but yeah. my sqd members just wont talk. hafta forrrccee. and camp. siann 1/2 loadsa things to bring. wadever. extra stuff for leaderrs. gees! i hate camps! and the wadevr bible quiz. arghs. joy quek just sucks. and dismiss. i lurve that mans. changed. helped with the arranging back of the wesley hall again. mich.ng the entertainer. yeahh. and home. im so bored today. felt like pon-ing gb insantly the minute i wake up. but cant. last meeting. and drilling on monday again. drill sucks loadss.. i rather be in the sqd then teaching the sqd. i just need yanzhen now. -arghs- wadever. hanged on the comp and teevee till now. hearing mich get pissed off. lols. and i tell ya. michelle kwok keat hiang sucks big hell tyme. sorrie to those hu ADORES her. but she just sucks. a bitch. flirt. wadever evil word u can name. i just cant stand her attitude. i tell ya. im gonna diao her no matter wad she will ever sae to mi. so wad if sumone lykes her. she neednt go around boasting. so wad. i think the guy is blind. or maybe deaf to not being able to hear her SCREAM. or wells.. hes short. and cant find another girl hu wants him except tt kwokie.sorrie for saeing evil of tt guy yarhs. and i aint calling her michelle now. i will call her rosemary.kwokie. wadever she hates to hear. hah. keat hiang. i lurve tt name. a million times better than yinjie. thnks loadsa to my dad. din gimme such a blardy name. and she goes around saying she would change her name written in her ic and add a christian name. oh please. naive-ity i guess. how ever its spelled. i cant even change the way i write my cheena name. do u ever think u could. wth. and stop ya high pitch voice. u would ever be able to gain attraction. cos u are a bitch.