am i too violent or wad. y am i so soft-hearted now. y am i contradicting myself? arhhs.. wadever.. its 9. uh huhs. and i haven done a single packing up. sheesh. tmr is a new dae again. a fresh start for mi. hafta study for my headstart test. wadever. although abit too early and ive revised b4 finals. it isnt glued to my mind but instead. cleanly washed off my mind. gees. so hafta study. this is an order from mua dad. yeahh. and my tabletop is filled with junks. sweet wrappers seen everywhere. books nowhere to be seen. all things i brought to school for displaying is found laying on my table. even if it isnt suppose to be there. im just so lazee. or another word- wadever. a fresh start. fresh beginning. shant i hav a fresh place to study? and i was planning to pack my table and drawers. but i just stick to the computer. wad e. self-discipline kies. im gonna hav a good start. im gonna hav a good start. get a good grades for my headstart test!. yesh. but its easier to say than done. the sight of books just made mi sick. jeee..!

yuppies. todae rise and shine. watched teevee. huan zhu ge ge. such anole show but. im addicted to the tv. can sit in frnt of it for 8hrs a day. and i will not do that anymore tmr. gonna get spankings but ill defy my dad for sure. huhs.. how. today. had a tiff with sister. she took off the battery for the remote control. oh damn. she just claim tt she wanna study. as if she will? fat hope. heh. but i admit. shes more discipline then mi. is like duhh. her As are approaching vehh soon. and cousin came. skipped lunch. and played the sims. her hse is so uglie. so squarish and purplish. i lurve purple but. not to the extent? oh wells. she just hav a poor taste. and went popular again. she forced mi to bring her there. complaining thru-out. and u know wad. her mum wans mi to buy assesment books for her again. primary five. wad e. and she even brought like. 7 maths assessment bks for her to do today. wad the hell. her exams are over kies. and the teacher aint starting to teach the primary five syllabus. so damn kaisu. typical singaporean. thank god. im nat her child. ill be scared stiff. and rather commit suicide. and came back. slack. played with lil cousin. shes just growing fatter chubbier i guess. gonna cant be able to pick her up in few mths time. n skipped dinner once again. ate macdonalds when was at popular. and aunt is gonna buy the alphabet bear for mi.that one sold at macdonalds. din begged for it.her own accord! and i requested for a W. i aint a kiddo. she asked mi so paiseh. cannot reject her yarhh.. *cheeky smile*. watched teevee. and here i am. thats my day. dreaded going for school tmr. is hols but cant sense it. sigh worst of all. drilling tmr. dun wanna bring boots. aww mans..gonna apply loadsa sunblock adever. drilling drilling drilling.. feel lyke drilling the commands for the basic static drill to the sec1s once and for all. -sigh- i need excuses to pon. and wadever. tiana din gif mi the drill competition format and contacts for the sqd members and wan mi to teach drill. fat hope. i gonna call my dad write loadsa letters. heh. easier said than done again. i know i wont do that. i wont be so soft-hearted to let tiana drill the sqd alone. oh wells. i just hafta go tmr. sian 1/2 i realli feel like studying and not drilling. wad e. mindset changed. wadever. im not into anything now. just addicted to sims. i tell ya. im gonna get house party one day no matter wad! hehes... or maybe. hotdate.-flickerminded.