bastards.

b o r i n g.

was busy watching tv like night. the bachelorr! bob choses estella! i thought he would chose kellyjoe la. but nvm. nice couple.

wet school early in the morn for mock exam. F L U N G sia. first qn in english ppr took me 10mins liao. and still got it wrong. dang. and emaths. didnt study. so i left a whole page blank and my transformation is like shit. i din even study the transformation and trigoo. and statistics. dunno wad happened to mi. dun feel like studying ytd.

and drill. so sian. time literally flies lorh. 2 practises and its over. 3hrs gone like that. but totally moodless la. but leg hurts from banging and the huge swollen blueblack. and i just noticed another one near my ankle. SO SICK.

was totally blur during drill la. missed all the practises. and i dunnoe when to senang-diri and all. thank god im not in the markers row. must belok. but during inspection i will be standing in the lil drain. nearly got sprain today.

and went macs with nette. slacked crapped. so boring. dun wanna go home so early cos sis is at home and i cant use the computer. *wonders* y is she so kind to let mi use now. hahas. c r a p.

Os are approaching! omg.. i still cant get all my facts and formulaes right! i wan to get into MJC! or at least.. tp design course.. but i still cant cope with chemistry. trying hard to study for amaths.. but too slack la. and yar. i dunnoe how i will fare for the upcoming chem test lor. hope ill pass. C5 will do..

sigh.

i'm loving it!

todayy is greaattt! well. nice interview. new friends. met friends. oh wow. first and last un-stressful interview! whoopsieee..! no full u. no 1 to 1 interview. no tokking about badges. wad esle can i ask for?

just a simple presentation. shiooookkkkk.

PE today is. err. fun fun. errrrr. got hit by the hockey stick by sharon tio on my right leg. BLUE BLACK. painnnnnnn. but poor cheukie is worst. hahas. and faithfourthree captains ball again. got knocked on my nose by samuel. and kept ah-chooing after tt. urgh. really suay today. but its still enjoyable.

and lessons again. wasnt listening. head on the table instead. moodless. too tired and smelly. esp. english. i hate her lessons. un-beneficial.

havent studied for emaths and english. oh wells. waiting for 'the bachelor'. dum-dee-dumm. how time flies. 1 more mth till prelims.

tiredd.

its tmr. TOMORROW. raaawwwwwrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

today is a FINE and SUNNY day! errrr. amaths test was undescribable. suddenly i cant remember a single thing on intergration! but at least can get method marks. cant finish the last part of the last qn : proving identites. the rest are okie? err. i forgot larhh. but i think, ill be able to pass. unless some crucial mistakes happened and my whole answer got jumbled up. and often, the problem lies with the postive or/and negative sign.

got a 3/25 got compre. wow. i thought this compre marks will be better. yes. at least better than wad i got in sec3 while doing the same passage 2/25. and that got mrs poon giving MUCH attention on me. urgh.

W O O H O O.

physics mock exams. got back during remedial. and mr lim sw gave mi a scare out of my life.
['' i didn't mark your ppr. Did you come?'']
and in the end, its under the pile of lab sheet. oh wells. its upon 65. so, target : 45/65.  accomplished. got an A2. im contented. but got 7.5marks of careless mistakes.

hope tmr will be a better day.

 

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tmrs theres amaths test. and im still stuck at 18A. and not started with trigo revision. and still cant do the sums at 17D. i think tonight will be a long night. with homeworks and so. geogy essay. urgh.

im an expert at failing.

tired of studying. 4 more mths and the year is gone.

on the stage 1min, down the stage 10years of hardwork (chinese proverb).

perserverance.

at least i can keep 1metre away from the computer now.

study hard.

and not forgetting to buy loads of presents.

urgh. no time for shopping anymore.

end.

AIM for this week.
- at least 30/45 for physics mock exam (is it upon 45 anyways.)
- 28/40 for amaths test, w/o cheating. (if... IF...)
- B3 for emaths coming mock exam.
- C5 for english mock exam ppr2.
- finish wad ive planned to finish.( so far behind schedule)
- listen attentively in class. (esp. mr lim, JJ and mr lee)
- study hard.

i can do it. so can you! =)

im posting again!

hahas. im just SO BORED. im missing sis. awwwws. haha. more than 24hrs outdoors. how i wish i could ton too. bleahh. prelims are approaching and im still dreaming. something unimportant and not urgent. urgh.

ignore the last post if you dunno wad im talking.

anyways. its so *weird*. unwilling to finish up my hmwk. wait. i cant even recall if hmwks are given. its like after a test and another. and another. and ANOTHER. by the time Os come, everyone will not even treat it that seriously i guess. but theirs such a tensed atmosphere. making everyone chilly.

daddy is coming home when the clock strikes 5. and he will be ranting if he sees mi here. he left home with mi sitting in front of this *not box* and come home with me. still sitting stationary here. and loads of twisties wrappers around.

tmr is audition! good luck ppl! ill be there to support kies! hope jj lets you gys off remedial! early in the morn theres still practice. joylynn refuses to let us practice in the morning becos our class refuses to move up. the way we sit. frm the back. but we heck her. and the person in fourthree who started sitting frm the back is a blardy idiot. makes life difficult. and i think that grace. y u c k.

off to study. going out ltr. think whether i shld go. bleahh. there i ee 7 thick textbooks. thinks again.. nahh. study.

20.08 hrs. the duration ive been connected online. ha ha.

you dont know me well. you dont. and u wont. cos im unique. so are u. and i admit i dunnoe you at all. im just so disappointed w you. i cant believe you will ever do or think of doing such a thing. maybe we nvr knew each other well. how cunning you can be. maybe its all the past. all lost and forgotten. it will nvr be the same. the way i treat you or chat with you online can nvr ever be the same old way we did in the past. cause ive lost hope. the hope which i hafta build up slowly after the last incident that happened in 17 of June. you are such a disappointment. i cant help to say. you are incorrigible.

Only You Can See Me

There was this lil' girl one day sitting in the park. Everyone passed and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak, she never said a word. Many people passed, but never did one person stop.

Just so happens the next day I decided to go back to the park, curious to see if the lil' girl would still be there. Right in the very spot as she was the day before, she sat perched on high, the saddest look in her eyes.

Today I was going to make my own move and walk over to the lil' girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the lil' girl's dress was obscenely shaped. I figured that was a reason the people just passed by and made no effort to help. Deformities are a low blow to our society and so help you make a step toward assisting someone who is different. As I got closer the lil' girl slightly lowered her eyes to avoid my intent stare.

As I approached her, I could see the obscene shape of her back more clearly, humped over and grotesquely shaped. I smiled to let her know it was ok, I was there to help, to talk.

I sat down beside her and opened with a simple "Hello." The lil' girl acted shocked and stammered a "hi" after a long stare into my eyes. I smiled and she shyly smiled back. We talked till darkness fell and the park was completely empty. Everyone was gone and we were alone.

I asked the girl why she was so sad. The she looked at me and with a sad face said, "Because I'm different."

I immediately said, "That you are!", and smiled. The lil' girl acted even sadder. She said, "I know."

"Lil' girl," I said, "you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent." She looked at me and smiled, slowly she stood to her feet, and said, "Really?"

"Yes ma'am, you're like a lil' guardian angel sent to watch over all those people walking by."

She nodded her head yes and smiled, with that, she spread her wings and said, "I am! I'm your guardian angel, with a twinkle in her eye."

I was speechless, sure I was seeing things. She said, "For once, you thought of someone other than yourself, my job here is done."

Immediately I stood to my feet and said, "Wait! So why did no one stop to help an angel?"

She looked at me and smiled, "You're the only one that could see me, you believe in your heart." And then... she was gone.

sigh. there goes my email add. down the drain. got hacked. and disabled (cos i typed too many wrong passes la) and frenster too. but nvm. all i care about is my contact list. ive been wanting to change emaill add anyways.

today is a notbad day i guess. start with mock exams. still unable to finish the whole ppr. there goes 15marks. down the drain. and physics. some qns abit tricky. some did before in TYS. but no confidence in myself le la. cos of the low MCQ arks i got for physicc.

anyways. after tt had gb. everything was alright. boring too. go for gb for the sake of the sq and asst sq leader de.. but they nvr announce. shld hav ponned? dunnoe. and left early, not practising ndp g.o.h drill, for dance.

dance was boring. no mood. very tired le. and yeahs. not going for audition. as in. im not going to dance for audition but the rest are.

and my email add change le la. wendyy_@msn.com. the old one is hacked mah.

got it all wrong. gb din lead singspiration. mixed up dates.

cant use to waking up early in the morning and reaching school at 630. kinda return to my primary sch (or lower sec) life when i hafa walk across the empty and dark street to school.

today is fine. fourthree dance rawks! im lovingg it. crapp. remedial is alright. as if tips were given. mrs ho lied.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL!!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY GRACETANG!!

 s i c k. i dunnoe y i wanna write this.

great day today! err. maybe.. a great thing to end off the day la. with english remedial and dance practice. so LAME. hahah.

english remedial was GREAT!! loving wednesdays. hahs. rcc can really joke mans. and he is really dirty too. hahahs. but at least i dun even thought of slping when he was teaching? unlike teesarah. feel like slping immediately she stepped into fourthree.

and i flung my science mcq. first time in my LIFE i scored worst for physics than chem. but lim sw din call mi to see him. but at least i improved from midyr. stupid pathetic 20marks which got mi suaned by limsw in front of dad.

tmr still hafta reach school early. and daddy cant fetch. siannnnn.

loads of hmwk piling.. STILL piling.. and MORE coming...  esp. english remedial.. but i hope it will help with my grades.  and un-understandable amaths topic.. and a whole lot to memorise for geog..

p-e-r-s-e-r-v-e-r-a-n-c-e.

p.s tmr is gb leading singspiration! jiaayouuu! x)

save mi. this blogger is really getting mi screwweddd.
 
mock exams. tests after test. SO BORING. wth. every wk twoo. and im not in the mood. oh wells. sick of studying. but prelims are like.. in 40plus days time? DAMMIT.
 
so pissed today. ms lim.. wadeverr. dun even bother. pa jiao idiot. anyhow scold.
 
wad life. my life. daddy is mad. he claims that im hogging on the computer for 24/7. wth? ive like disappeared and trying HARD to stay away from it liao lorh. and he refuses to let mi use. and was soo pissed. was typing something for my aunt and he says in chatting again. NVM. parents just dun understand us well.
 
remedialsss... everyday.. in not sick of remedials.. in fact. i rather attend remedials or i cant discipline myself to sit on that chair and try few sums or qns from the TYS.. but im sick of the FOOD. canteen food sucks. cheers food is getting yucky. breadshop is the-same-old-thing. and 3days in a row i need to stay back. i dunno how to survive la!
 
nvm nvm.. i hafta go on 'diet' for these few wks anyways. saving up for ROD. finally leaving gb. wah. at least i can hav a free saturday (not really. MOCK EXAMS!!! urghh.) but wells.. maybe i shld enjoy the last few meetgs left.
 
and i hafta tok about the blardy mock exams last wk. OH SO SICK. onli studied switz la.. haha. cant be bothered. but cant drill anything into my head. danggg. i emphasized more on science.. so i will pass my sci. (im gonna knock my useless head on the wall if i failed MCQ!).. but all i hope is at least a PASS for ss (first time if if iff.. i pass...) and 30 and above for sci? oh wells.. if i cant even get this far for mocks exams which onli includes a few chaps.. i dun think im able to sit for Os this yr.. 
 
revision is just so slack. not even half the syllabus taught. my amaths is still down the drain. and everyone ard mi is say how easy intergration and differentiation is. and im in a heck care mood for emaths. just hav the mentality tt i cannot study emaths except the formulas. a garantee strike out A for emaths if i continue this way. and sci is oso tt low. im a chemistry idiot i admit. but wads happening to my blardy physics results. dun even bother to try some amaths qns. im still a potato couch. AT THIS POINT OF TIME.
 
oh wells. off the internet. studying time. piled with english remedials work. hafta study for geogy. ms khoo so idiotic. exclude tourism frm the mock exam and i hafta start mugging over again. and practise amaths sums. intergration.. dang. my brains are killing mi. i dunno how im able to study at this pt of time oso. so hot. i will surely plop into my bed. urgh. i wan a tutor! but daddy call mi to study myself. since he trust that i can do it.. i must show it to him that i can. but im not disciplined enuff to try hard. helppppp. 
 

anyways..
 

HAPPY BURFDAY SWEEDYY! 

its 11.55pm. im not late.

anyways. today is fruitful? hahas.. the day went past like tt? how fast. and im 16. finally.

anyway. stop tokking about schooling. dreads schoooll. musical was ermm. SHORT. damn short. so short so its kinda like waste of money. but very hilarious. hahas. and the making of gmgs to gmss. but its alright.

and i think im so blur today. esp. during interval. ms wong was calling mi.. and i keep turning around, i thought she was calling someone else. so damn gong. hahas. and saw her botak bf. everyone mistook him for her papa. -.-''

tired. i dun think im blogging anymore. lazy to blog. lazy to come online. totally pissed off with the window explorer. just come to chat. phone bill too high. cant keep smsing. urghhh. i think i msged to much. 150msgs a today? oh wells. cannot msg tmr liao. argh.

200th post! okie. wadeverr.

fuking pissed with MSN. cant sign in. and was so pissed the whole day. greece won. sucky kies. auntie won money but.. YUCK. just hate greece so much. dammit.

slack today. woo hoo. and im still left with a pile of shit in frnt of mi. and theres still ss tmr. SUCCKS. bastard. and theres still his fuking hmwk to do. argh. im just so pissed today.

and i hafta do geogy research. and i just stop typing. or ill go fuck here and there again.

im an idiot. yes i am. WAHAHAHAs.

so cuckoo kies. today LC. quite a few different answers. but aiyah. over wad. hahas. and i am so stupid. din noe it was broadcasted thru radioo. wait for an hr lorh. ugh. then the stupid old DJ still keep saying 'now u are listening to symphony 92.4'. but the whole classroom was sleeping. and the invigilator damn guuun doo one lor. samuel read finish all the qns then he found out. then turn the ppr back for him summore. stupid uncle.

gb was alright la. miss out alot of "company's" in the commands. and practically did nothing except.. practising for gb day and playing sum mongolia games. which is damn hiong. got a few ppl injured summore. luckily they nvr aim mi and run. not ill be the injured one.

and here i am. hahahs. but overall quite okie la. hahas.

wahhahaa. see anyi's blog.. CALENDAR!!! quick quick. wahahhas. advertising for myself. so bhb. acting like a stupid desperate kid. wahahhas.

[wednesdayy's post]
(this is a lonngg entry!)sicky dayy.. without food! my box of lakerol finished before recess.. or rather.. within 2 lessons of geogyy.. (i made a grave mistake by passing it to sam and come back with onli 3 in the box) oh wells..

hahaa.. blackout was greaT! cos im not affected! was kinda shocked hav balckout also.. was listenin to radioo then the dj said hav blackout.. i was like.. 'blackout? huh.. where got?' hahas.. but i wan lehh.. and yea.. busy suaning those hu were affected! but the line kinda got too busy or so.. then cant send msg... but for a while onli la.. hahas..

and im finally going for the musical. on friday. on my birthday. but alot of ppl call mi not to celebrate it there. hahas

wendy under blardy chia for enlgish remedial! sickkk. :(. i wan mrs kaan. leh.. but she kinda monotonous oso la.. but then.. kena taught by a gay is not a gd sign lorhh.. so gu-niang summore. yuck.

gm cookbook sucks. dun buy. waste money. and better dun eat the watermelon wedges. cos Mrs Joanna Wong contributed it. hahs.. but dun hav 'stir-fried beansprouts with monkey meat'. hahas.. crapp. its yummy kies.. (but maybe.. just a lil diarroea after the dish la) and u wont grow long and thin! hahas. lame.

no onlining for mi liao! no la.. is not 'no' but seldom. busyy la. busy with alot of things. wadever u think im busy with la. hahas. and this wk still got gb.. full uniform summore. wendy lee doing rollcall summore. so pissed lorhh.. she going but dun wan to do.. wad let mi hav chance.. pls la! i better go and at more fried food these days sia. so got sore throat. muahaha. but cannot leh. chin Os oral coming oso. argh.