eh!?!? y am i still idling at the computer when tml haf 2 test! helpless freak.. i totally addicted to the comp.. i should sae.. internet. *uh huh* i failed my geog again.. juz cant seem to pass.. manz~ but its over.. hafta really work hard for the tests tmr. esp. physics.. i dun wanna attend remedial! and maths.. dun wanna fail such an easy topic.. bleahx.. my dad is scolding mi again.. to get off the comp.(as usual) so i think.. i gtg.. buh-bye.

*sweating* arghz.. hot! cant stand the heat! yeah.. bought sum fried carrot cake from cheers in the way home.. yuppies! and im glad.. thank god that todae aint saturdaes.. aint on the field.. singing 'forward, we're marching forward blahblahblah" if not i will be on the ground.. hurhurhurs~ yay.. my chinese test is over. *double yay* now left 3 test for the wk... and was extremely scared of the emaths test tmr.. cos i failed my tropical test1 wks ago.. and fridaes one.. i barely pass.. *uh huh* but thank god again.. todae i remeber most of the chinese words which i spent 4hrs learning yesterdae nite.. im really pissed off by one word (yong) despite the fact that i learnt that word so hard.. and long.but.. oh well. and todae.. ms chio said that we muz go for our church visit on 17Aug to get the church badge for gb.. lame. but i am worried.. whether my dad let mi go.. oh wells.. hope so. i dun wanna get any bagde less! though. well i think end off `ere. gotta eat cup noodles for my lunch. cheese. tata

jeez.. came home for awhile.. juz bathe... *relax* todae..had to stay back.. for cheena remedial or should i sae extra lesson oh well.. was ask to go.. n certainly, i did turn up! but b4 tt.. i did my geog test.. i just.. should be pass.. but normally.. i cant predict well. *uh huh* kinda scribble on the exam pad, writing sum 'facts' which i think i remembered wrongly.. or didnt even appear in the bk.. and there i go again.SHEESH. i forgot to learn the case study...(memorize) and came out 6 marks.. *uh huh*


i slept during chapel.. and everything the pastor said.. i gave a 'nod' wad a good listener am i eh? jeez.. and thank god.. we stood and sat according to our index number in chapel.. and end up not going for detention,or rather be a scarecrow, for a dae (unlike the boys). and juz got to news that i hafta stay back tmr for sum gb stuffs. well i gues.. my dad will be fuming.. he was so mad at me.. staying back for gb practically 2-3 days a wk. oh well. wad can i do? god made it tt way. and surely can i predict correctly.. i will hafta stay back for another dae for rod practice.. and there goes my reactions again *manz...* hmm.. hand up my donation card todae (thnx to fenny, hu remembered to bring.. ) with a pathetic 15bucks.. but hu cares.. did so much and wanna complain for collecting so little?!?! no way. at least. i haf collected 5times more then my senior.


oh no.. getting crappy.. better stop b4 the page goes anymore crappy-er. i think.. gotto learn my chinese test fer tmr. and tt is a muz learn subject for mi. using up 4 hrs or so and im late.. rush for tyme. so buhbye.

and guess wad. pang lao shi (my chinese teacher) said to mi in chinese (but i translate though) -"Wendy. i think that u sit here(in front) is better." wad does tt mean? am i too motty while sitting with jw?

yeah! getta watch ballet under the stars and forbidden city.. after persuading so long frm my father.. hees.. kinda hafta consult em b4 doing anything ehx? cheese~ havent been studying..[oopsies] so.. i think off i go bahz.... yeah? tataz.. btw..sweet dreamz ppl.. [eh?!?!]

arghs.. the weather is so da** hot tiz daez.. bth// sweating the whole dae.. so stinko by now.. needa real good and warm bath.. and here i am.. sitting in an un-aircondition room.. getting ready to [melt] to death.. drr~ went to mac todae.. ate mc cripsy.. [oops.. hav been eaten chicken for 3 consecetive daes].. and sum tokking and went to anna's house b4 going home.. heez~ JJ taught us sum simple maths problems todae... which made mi so proud of myself.. cos i knew how to solve em.. hurhurhurs.. the lit test is.. real difficult.. and i cant be bothered aniwae.. juz spill out sum fact i memorize yesterdae nite and hand up.. i think i will fail.. but lets see wads the ending god made.. lol. hav 6 more test to go for the week.. muz haf /determination\.. but i think.. cant be bother.. hurhurhurs.. wont be cuming online in the nitez.. study my test.. hoping to pass... i failed all geog tests tiz yr.. so.. making a difference!' lol..

listening - dreaming of you..

phew.. juz slept for 13hrs.. hurhurhurs~ so damn tired after the the rehersals.. kinda wore my gb uniform frm 8am to 9pm.. arghx~ so stinko.. heez.. went for enrolment in the morning.. but rushed of for NDP.. *haix* how i wish i could finish watching the enrolment.. but i cant.. thankx to the NDP preview. *humpH* im not enrolled.. =[ but glad.. didnt faint yesterdae.. kinda felt uneasy in my stomach but.. i survived thru.. soo nervous.. but the crowd is not as 'hyperactive' as the primary 5s last wk.. but i think.. our part is boring... and i got my goodie bag.. sum supid stuffs inside.. not so 'interesting'.. hurs... n ya.. my father dint went to the parade.. so wasteful.. thought of sum LAME excuses.. oh plz.. i rather gif the tix awie.. nvm.. i think i shall not gif him any tixs anymore.. he wont go.. oh well.. my family sux

todae is soo sickening.. slacking freak- heez~ boredboredbored.. i dunnoe wads he tokking.. his accent.. hurhurhurs =].. feeling so tired.. *yawnx* watch sum stupid show now.. whch doesnt inerest mi at all.. bleahs~ how i wish i could sleep back into the cradle *sings lullaby* yeas.. have test tmr.. which dun even noe wad chapter.. and i am too tired to study too.. aww~ *moanz* haf 6 tests next week! how i wish.. i could sleep on the clouds..*slaps* im dreaming again.. hmm.. suddenly hav an urge to collect em.. after the NE journy to st andrews cathedral.. eeps~ cheese~ i seems as though im uttering sum rubbish again.. making up new funnie wordies.. sucky school daes of mua life.. //ends~

Okie.. fine.. im a real spoilt brat.. =X so sickening nowadays.. cant even reach home b4 230..bleahs.. wanna reach home by then.. but no avail.. arghz~ had dental on mondae.. sickening.. the stupid dentist make in stay back till 330 juz to ‘make’ a hole.. manz..*getting on my nerves* and its real damn painful.. for sure~ and I spitted out blood.. (eww) but I had too.. shutting my eyes tight enuff not to even see a single red mark I spit out.. teesh~ onli got home at 430.. (imagine my hard time in the dental clinic) and received a call.. frm mum.. oopsie~ forgot about making my IC.. and the dateline is.. 23july.. omg~ help.. doom.. NE shitty journey.. which I dreaded going.. hiakz~ hell hell hell..actually wanna pei chiayin to bishan.. but I guess not.. hafta do sum impt stuff first eh.. yuppiez~ cant even go out tis week.. im totally in a disastrous state.. help.. I dun even bother to do my maths.. and I cant even understand his damn funnie indian accent.. gosh.. slacking.. for sure.. and nevertheless.. dun even bother to bring my textbook to school.. well at least.. I cant be able to sleep in class.. but I bother.. y should I anyway.. yeah.. and I spend time day dreaming.. worst.. thinking about future.. wad the heck.. im living life day by day.. not even thinking of my future.. and my ambition.. kinda pressurise.. shouts –HELP! Cheese..