okokies.. din come online yest. slept in the afternoon studied at nite tho. umm.. yest. was fine. onli that shulian n fen got onto a tiff yarhs. um i guess.. they are okie now! yarhs. and thanks to samuel and all for starting it. okokies. not tok bouts it. um. got back mua chinese test done yest. 32/50. improve one mark. umm.. yeaps.. wan mua e and a maths test back. humphs. stupid JJ.n english. as normal. bored. presentation yarhs.. mine shuld be on thurs. but prepare mua 'script' lers. on sun. =) maths was normal. chapel.. yeah.. slept! haha~ hardly could i sleep yarhs. cant get awie frm ms qoos wondering eyes. hurhurs. and literature. had absolutely no idae wads she tokking bouts. nvr read the story. and yest. lit test was disastrous! wad the.. just fit sum chunks of quotes in yarhs. *phew* at least its open book hurs. and maths n geog. ms qoo screaming awie. but mua nat affected. phew. at least i done mua wrksht yarhs.. and wait with amanda for claire and found out that she hav a hp! woots! lols. was shocked yarhs.. but yeaps. and sumthing frekaing happen. freaked mua off. fine. wells.. yeaps... lemme do mua hmwk now hurs.. cant afford to slp. needa study fer physics in dah nite. and peeps! im not so guai larhs... onli that i mean.. everyone studies kies.. its lyke onli a wk left! hurs.. dunch noe wad ya thinking bouts. oh wells.. ya all too better buck up! hurhurs~ adios!

caught in the act! got caught for watching teevee. wahaha. shush! as if i never watch teevee 'in e dark' b4. wells. survive thru yesterdae! didnt came online. cos was studying dah whole dae n. sis got hooked on e comp. pengs. n she allowed mi to use comp todae. hurhurs~ onli revised 1 chapter of social studies till now. eeks~ yest. studying whole dae. umm.. not much hurs. played the sims in the morning. the cats and doggies so cute! so got hooked and carried on till 12. watched teevee and study yarhs.. for the whole afternoon! so proud of muaself. woots! n go fer dinner and watched teevee and stardied till lyke. 2! really wanna finish with that chapter hurs. and slept faced down on mua table with the radio n light on. but was on the bed todae morn. think i slp walk bahs.. not the first tyme tho. hurhurs~ beware of mi during camp! n yeahs.. did sum revision. and mua cousin came. watched teevee im 'ere. haix. so lag in mua studies. studied lyke . 2chapters of chem. 2 of physics. 13 'stories' of chinese. 2 geog. 2 ss... tts all. left 12 daes. can i make it?!?! hope so. n why is everyone changing template nowadaes? *wonders*

-Countdown. 12 DAYS-

woots~ obs peeps are back! yeahs! misses em wor! so thankful. fen n sarah sms me on e way back yea! hurhurs~ todae was darn sucky. chemistry is so boring! normal maths lesson then SS. din really bother to listen to him as he is squeaking thru-out becos of his sore throat and i din bother to stretch mua ears and recess with xiaoji and all. learnt maths. got tips frm engtong n jianwei. so practice and test! ahh~ was okie actually. and sarina really got mi blur and confused. but i still thinks im rite. *grins* +confidence+ then CME. bored! and english test. one word. failure. hav insufficient tyme and was so pissed by the peeps ard mi blowing their noses. esp. summary. so pissed and angry cant concentrate. im easily distracted yeahs. and lit xtra lesson was ok. followed with the poem yeahs. and ate mua lunch. came back and afternoon nap. yeayeayea! so glad. OBS peeps are back!

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sheesh~ mua dad forbids mi to watch any teevee shows. manss- umm. todae. fine. seems lyke all teachers are losing deir voices. first was ms phua. then mrs kaan. and now mr lee. good. no difference act. sitting in frnt. stayed in klas during recess n got scolded by ms lim. shitty. seems lyke shes against us. FINE. CME. same ole grp. but shrink. left 5 of us. and physics. mr lim. *groans* cant he just change his attitude?!?! lurve phy last tyme but he makes mi hate is so much. freakos. emaths. cant get full marks. SOBS. had one qns wrong. and xiao ji even taught mi b4. manss. hate my brain. my memory. myself! the english was real laggy. slack thru and was drenched on the way home. alone at hm now. sis is out. flying. finished her As. just went out n coming hm at 11. fine. im stucked here studying. at least when shes at hm. i can get a peek at the teevee. but not todae. oh wells.. study bahs~ amaths test tmr.

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ahh~ finally able to blog. erm.. finally?!?! nahs.. had problem getting in to blog yest. This page cannot be displayed. oh manss! yest. was so boring. mrs kaan came. hafta stay back for xtra lit lesson on fridae. yarhs- then hav geogy remedial. have wrksheet to do. bleahs. den went out with sharon TIO and sarina. yeaps~ went to eat Long John at SP. lols. sarina broke her record! she eat 8 packets of tomato sauce.normally it was 6 hurs. yeahs.. but wads so nice bouts ketchup? find it so sourish. and reached hm. hang on the comp. watch teevee and dozed off halfway. woke up. learn tingxie. listened to 93.3. wrote in mua diary. (nat tis. dah one locked in mua drawer) and zzz.

todae was lyke so. un-stressful .aka. relax in class. it seems like tyme passes real fast. todae mua eyes so blurr and cloudy. =S. had PE. ran and felt dizzy after that. but did plae volleyball and mua wraist hurt. >.< n chinese. tingxie. remembered all but i wrote sha chang wrongly. aww~ wanna get full marks. and lit. mrs kaan aint here. so went for recess instead. geog was. fun!. had grp work. and had one tyme when we had to name the amenities and the guys were lyke..hotel.motel.brothel. and we refused to get out of klas. JJs period next. sound kinda lyke the stick-out-butts onto the chair game hurs. but was forced to leave. so stuffy and hot. but we needa find out ms qoo's hunsbands race so she can pronounce his surname to us. a deal. n maths was okie. understood him. *phew* having a test tmr. and physics. demanding freako. luckily dah guys had oral. or the lesson will drag till 230. his lyke real *beep* lo. alicia n sarina forgot to show bring deir phy tb last wk. n he wans dem to bring everydae. and dey failed to do so. n he wans them to bring everydae till the term ends! sucky gu-niang. oh wells. going off to hav a nap. sis finish her As prelims. just she wont be back early. bouts 10 bahs. but mua dad banned mi frm the comp. and teevee. but wad abouts my 530-630, 7-8 show? -addicted- guess.hafta ask him for an hr of freedom. dang-

shush! really missing dose in OBS now.. boohoos~ guess dey are enjoying emselves hurs. oh wells.. had normal daes. w/o sarah. kinda bored. yarhs.. n mua dad aint home too. todae last dae. yeaps. *grins* n went out todae. with jeannette n chuin sin. went bugis n bought rubberband. kinda lost all. dunnoe y.. bleahss.. and spend mua money. onli brought 5bucks out cos' i din xpect im going out and all gone. boohoos~ dens.. went hm.. yarhs.. we were lyke.. once we reach the station. we juz walk to a side and tok. n continued in dah mrt. w/o noeing we took dah wrong train! its like.dah train went pass city hall n we continued. and oops~ raffles place.. i was lyke.. STUNNEd. raffles placE? n we was lyke.. yar lo.. took wrong train.. wahahaz~ so paiseh wor.. n went home yarhs.. saw JJ. oh my gosh. siam siam siam. but he was waiting fer a fren. same 'fairness' n 'voice'. wahahaz~ okokies.. eat cup noodles and chicken wings just now. ahma not in cannot cook. =P had blurred vision now. guess i know wad to do yarhs!

ahh~ finally im back. and i can use the computer. *phew* mua dad had been real busy tis few daes. and im slacking. fridae is lyke. same ole' dae and i didnt went out for the whole wk! cool~ okokies. fridae studied abit. sum hmwk. revision. yaadaa yaadaa~ and mua dad is nat at home. hafta help my grandmere. cant xplain. those 'tents'.. for praying? yeah.. my ahma set up one every yr.. on 24th aug is the cheena celander. yeapz...

had oral. total defence thingy and gb yest. -bored- total defence thingy was REAL BORED. had a stupid test n i will surely fail okies.. its lyke so easy but we had onli 5mins for revision? my gosh~ but i din copy. planning to but mua dad told mi nvr to copy and we are sittin real far apart doh~ and gb. bored. heck~ and went for the 'time 2 connect'. wells.. cool. =) and then went to Bendemeer for mua ahmas thingy. till like about. 8? yars.. n my cousin came mua house. her mum hafta stay overnite dere yeah.. i mean. even mua dad had to stay overnite sum daes.. everyone haf to. its so darn busy dere.

went SP juz nw.. ate Long Johns which i yearn for! =) and went pop.. and yarhs.. then go mua ahma dere at 12plus. slack slack slack till 5. hurhurs~ help out sum ways and got 'pay'. wahahhaz~ wanna help out more to earn buckies but mua dad nagged ' wendy arh.. still dun wanna go home? quick. go home n study!' i am so pissed. 'okok! u hail mi a taxi and gif mi 10 bucks okie?' but in the end i went home with him. he hafta change for the dinner at nite. i wanna go but he dun let mi. haiz~ wish it starts on fridae. so the dinner is on sat. but oh wells! and yarhs... alone at hm. sis went out.. dad went back. mua cousins all dere. and worst. have deir exams 2wks later. =S oh wells.. stardie! oops.. i haf type alot.. did i? goshies~ i cant believe im sooo CRAPPY

*yawns* didnt bother to blog yest. becos there aint special things to write bout! i mean.. our normal routine is lyke. go school. back frm school. hmwrk.. yaadaa yaadaa and sleep. yeah. so wads there to blog bouts? but just cant restit mua temptation to blog todae. hus~ okokies.. had usual tyme table todae.. and did PE cos' mua toe aint hurting much now. and yeah. did usual stuffs doh. andquite pissed off todae. oh wells.. MR LIM IS A SUCKER. i mean. he totally sucks todae! he didnt even explain and wans us to answer a stupid qn. and even complained tht we aint reading e textbook and worst of all. didnt even let other peeps to answer!i! gosh. wad an idiotic cher. +hatred+ okokies. and stayed back in school for geog project on aero-green. lame hurs. but i guess. with yingru ard. really gets us on high spirits dohz~ and reach home at 4plus. suppose to be 3! laggies~ okokies.. then had a fight with mua sis. haha. she wouldnt let mi haf the internet on and pulled off the line everynow and then. but i still could type in ere. onli that i couldnt post. stupidity. muahahaz. okie dokies. i seemed so evil. but i really gtg. real behind the schedule i set for myself. and yeah. i passed my amaths. didnt have a sense of gladness. nor sadness. cause i really forgot how i thought i would fair. i mean. i took the test 2 wks ago. but it seems like ages to me!
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okokies.. wore shoes todae. but was so pain. hafta kinda stagger thru. wells... had back mua test papers todae. those common tests. scored like.. poorly.. ms phua said i improve but. not so glad with mua marks too. its like.. ohh wells.. 31/50. its so poorly done yeah? sigh. lost marks in mua sentence-making and close passage. darn~ got lyke onli 1.5/10 for mua close passage! fucking passage hurs~ okokies.. maybe would consider weainf slipper tml. so i cant do drill and PE fer dah week. hurhurs~ but loads of tests are piling on mi. and i shant be here now. guess ill hafta spend less tyme on mua comp. teachers are already bokking test dates and so on.. and mua finals is in 3wks tyme. *yawns* feel like dozing off but hafta focus. loads of hmwk todae... literature. chemistry. amaths. yaadaa yaadaa.. mua amaths is lyke. i dun even understand a single thing. sigh sigh sigh. okokies..hafta tk out mua contacts. really hurting mua eyes. dreads to go school tmr. how i wish mua eyes would have infection. Ouch! i accidently hit mua toe.. okokies.. gtg yeah.. thnks those who cares for mi out dere! well i guess.. mua toes.. hurhurs..jking hurs.. GOD BLESs everyone!

OUCH! mua toe hurtz! went to blk 108 dere mua cousin having their taekwondo dere and plaed finish the remaining sparkles and while running to e lorry to get em. OUCH! i thought it was like a mere kick but saw blood ozzing out of mua toe.[dah biggest one on mua left foot] and was 'bouncing' back to the garden. nat really oozing out.. but lyke. arghs.. dunnoe how to explain but its real gross kies.. and was lyke gonna cry but hide mua tears. but forgot about the pain while playing with dah rest of dah sparkles and ate mac. and applied sum medicine just now and kinda better now. but dun really noe whether i could where mua school shoes on mondae hurs.. sigh. wish i could. i dun wanna wear tt bloody slipper RCC would be real glad if i do!

okie dokies.. still thinking wads wrong with 'mua'.. oh wells.. just finished sum copying which my dad forced mua to do. yuckies. phew. havent ben studying for 2 daes.. lag. im a slacker(tts wad jesslyn saes) h-u-m-p-h. oh wells.. havent finish off with mua homework. and currently.. still reading dah NKF thingy close passage. wells..slept at 1 yest. after watching dah 'ba-ai-chun-chu-qu'. kinda a concert in taiwan. celebrating em being off dah WHO list(sars). ooz~ regret watching it tho. was so boring. i thought 5566 was there but.. in the first part of it. yucks okies..and woke up at 11.21am to be exact and eat ham.lol. mua dad bought it yest. after going to the lib. and i forced him to buy yakult.okokies.. kinda lame but.. its yummie! and watch sum tv show.. one with zai zai on it and wad so nice! but cant getta watch it anymore. hav gb yeahz.. and do sum work and here i am. okokies.. im yearning for dah watch which will be in mac ya noe.. so cool. i knew i would lose interest in it wks later. but lemme yearn for it now. im certainly gonna drag mua mum to mac and purchase it.

okokies.. im back with the fone call. mua cousin called mi. wans mi to play sparkles with her at nite. NO WAY i guess. hafta travel all the way dere. uh huh.. im lazee tho. im an exordinary monkie hurs. i guess stop typing for now. needa finsih off with mua homework and rest tmr and poof! a new term has begun! but the finals are nearing.. oops~ revision tyme! toodles!

Quote of dah DAY-Some things have to be BELIEVED to be seen. -Ralph Hodgson

im mua cousins house now.. dah owner of dah comp is nowhere to be seen. hurhurs~ my aunt bought loads of sparkles yest. and onli a pathetic 4 boxes of candles. and she spent like 30 over bucks. lol. we played like for 2hrs and still had leftovers. =) its like.. really alot lorhs.. around like. 500over sparkles.. and we even gave sum awie. but we reallly made a mess in the park so we decided to leave and poof! we didnt even clean up. hurhurs~ okie dokies. going out soon i guess. waiting for mua cousins. so dreaded. wanna watch sum movies. and go to the arcade! *pengss* still have 2 and a half daes for mi to finish mua homework as well as mua revision. i wish there can be a loonger holidaes. but too often. if dah holidaes is long. i will be more slack. Hope mua sis is nat at home. iwshes. so i could hav dah whole comp to muaself again. oopsie~ im suppose to be studying.. arent i? okokies~ i guess i guess. just rammaging thru mua cousins pile of CDs. a veh tall pile. but it saddens mi. not a single CD with christin songs. SIGH. wanna listen to sum deperately. miss singspiration in just a week. maybe needa really ask mua dad to buy a new sound card hurs~ okokies. next yr mua lousy old comp will spoil for sure. and my dad nMUST buy a new one. and ill have it all to muaself. cos mua sis will be leaving in a hostel. and illl be free! but i will slack loads.. SIGH. i need self-control and time-management now. okokies.. stop brooding over 'em. enjoy yr life todae hurs~ nopes.. suffer now and enjoy e future! okokies.. gtg to bathe.. toodles peeps.

derrs~ sickening freako. okokies.. lemme concentrate in blogging now.. mua sis just went out. ttz great. dah comp to myself. but i guess. will be out later to. makes no dif. *pengss* hope i can glue myself onto dah chair. glue mua hand on the pen. and let dah machines in my brain go clink clonk. just thinkin' bout wad amanda kang said on mondae. [u look so pro!] 'cos of mua glasses. errhuhs.. wads that suppose to mean. and just realise holland v is onli at the 68th episode. still hav tons more to go. and dah last would be near my exams. oh gosh. shouldnt hv watch it in dah first place. okokies.. guess i wont be doing anything todae. *relaxed* listened to yes93.3 and fell aslp. and before i knew it. my hp batt. went dead. havent been doing any quizzes lately.. juz drowning.. thinking bout loads of stuffs. hate mua life now... really wanna worship e lord.. sing sum beatiful songs.. shall end off ya.. with a SIGH

ahh.!! im gonna be crazee soon.studied one whole dae yest. and didnt bother to blog. going out tmr. i guess. if mua dad let mi too. going to shop the whole dae. and my cousin "invited" mi to go and play lanterns with her. OKOK. they are lame. fancy inviting mi to play lantern! oh bleahsss.. will see how. im too pissed off by my work nowadaze. havent started with my homework yet. but studied my chinese. emaths. geog. etc... lol.. my dad is real anxious. onli a mth left till my exams. but i dun really feel anxious. wtf. wakies wendy! ur exams are nearing! my life is getting complicated nowadaes. now needa really brushed up on my english and geog.. watching 'wan quan yu le' now.. so darn funnie but guess.. hafta go off n study. im hands are getting real tired. somehow wonder i hav sweaty palms now.or maybe.. gripping on da pen too often. and bad news.. my vcd player is spoilt..n my dad wont lemme use e one in his room... needa get it repair soonnn.. *hopess* havent watched a whole set of vcds chiayin lent mi ages ago! oh wells.. not even finish the set fen bought for mi as birthday pressie! i guess. am i really getting hardworking nowadaes? hope soo.. but my dad is still pissed by my results. esp. my english. not much tyme left. he hav been forcing mi to do so assessments. i wish i can control my self. but i cant. whenever my sis is on the comp. i will be by her side. and whenever she not on it. im on it. okokies.. disciplined.. but im tired.. okokies.. stop stop stop wendy! discipline yrself! study now! my mind is twirling now.. sighhh

*yawnsss*.. just woke up.. lol.. was late todae *oopss* and woke up onli at 8! omg,, imm soo stupid okkies.. nvm. went to the aero-green farm. was soo hot and boring. but lucky they had a free drink and salad. yummie.. but kinda gross. a drink made of vege and cost 1.80 in the markets. such a small bottle. okokie. then went to the quail farm. so stinky! but hafta ren. brought small quail eggs home. lol. then finish mua trip n went to mac to eat lunch with sarina and all. sarina bought quails and its so noisy. oh wells.. had a good afternoon nap. 3plus till 8plus.. didnt plan to do anything todae..

oh wells.. had mua CA marks back.. 2 failed.. english and geog.. sigh.. dunnoe wad to do with mua english. sigh.had a retreat on sat. for asst sq leader n sq leader. was kinda boring becos of the sessions but 'lighten' up later in the nite. had sum 'stick-ur-butts-on-our-chair' game with regina ame n mic.ng. hurhurs.. slpt frm onli 430 to 545 hen went to e beach. but couldnt see sunrise. oh wells.. broke loads of law on a nite. erm.. learn to drive a car. was so scared. pressed on the accelerator but luckily it was in the parking mode. then dint relly do anything onli turned e wheels becos ms wong's car was auto. then decided to slp in the car becos she cant get us outta her car after going to her house but we decided to go for a car wash then went to changi airport. had fun playing with e trolleys but.. got scolded by a police. =X and when back to the car after that. bout' 4plus and slpt in e car at east coast till 545 and lidat lo. went back nothing fun happened. but was real tired. but didnt slp during church service and had sessions.. and break camp. yeahyeah.. ame was real happie durin the nite.. she was hardly happie. =X

bleahss.. havent been blogging for sooo longg... partly becos of mua tests. went to mua cousins house and mua dad is sick. =X yea.. lemme start off with sat hurs..nat as bad as i thought it would start off.. had fun teaching drill. all the sec1s are real obedient and often got praise by us.. hurhurs. they pratically did every step with a solid bang. hurhurs.. get to noe mua sq well.. =) went home. tk a bath and hafta go and meet mua cousins. neda bring dem to watch homerun. okie.. its the 3rd tyme i watch it. next show i feel like watchin is spy kids 3-D. hurhurs.. i noe its kinda childish but i lurrve watchin 3d stuffs. and yeah.. went to tm for a show on sundae. we went there at 3 and we onli get to watch e 7.15 show and we were sitting at the 2nd row. and i nearly slept. i bet i could memorize e storyline now. =)

reached home at 1030 and mua cousin came mua house to stay. she bombarded mua with loads of maths qn and her mum practically brought all to mua house. and its like 10 assessment books. (and she told mi deres more at home) *phew* luckily i dun hav such a mum. she bought lyykkee.. 10books for ewvery subject! *penggss*. yeah.. mua dad had asked sumone to paint mua room and its kinda pink in colour. and the paint stinks! dunch noe how i survive thru e last few daes.. and mondae didnt do much. onli tht mua dad got sick on mondae. he had food poisoning.dunnoe wad he had eaten. tuesdae got back mua geogy test. terror. failed. 4/15.so unexpected. failed maybe cos of e 6marks qn. outta point. arghss~ okok. wednesdae was a real haefty dae. sarah didnt come again. hd fever. and was suppose to come todae but had a real bad cough and the doctor said it was asthma. not coming tml too. got back mua physics test yest. =) reached mua goal. 21/25. but 6others had the same marks. but was veh happie.=) and had to rush for tyme. kinda had no time management and didnt finished revising. and todaes tests were horrible. flung Flung FLUNG. for sure. and im nat gonna study todae. `slacker- oh well..had to go for sum retreat tis sat. lemme go get mua consent form signed.. and feel like eating bread frm e bread shop i adore.. hurhurs.. simply delicious. but i guess.. lemme grab sum mooncakes before mua dinner. toodles peeps!

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