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Saturday, January 31, 2004

*pheww* such a looonggg week has ended! ahhh! :) was a week to rush thru loads of hmwrks too.. bleah.. oh wells.. hectic hectic... hrmm.. i finalli completed my 12 essays! but done none of the compres.. have to rush thru them during my pathetic one day holiday.. urhh.. and loads of other hmwks too.. and i started none.. and i onli got back 1 test ppr this week.. yeaps.. i passed geogy.. oh my gosh! hahas.. and miss khoo said i improve and i did! but i could do better lehh..but lack of time.. so pekchek... luckily i gain marks for the first qn.. not i hit myself on the wall! bwahahas. and my combined humans. marks is.. 60! weeheess.. *gleam* first time i pass! and i improve worr! haha. i think mr eric lee mark leniantly bahh..eeks.. oh wells.. err.. but so darnnn infuriating.. mumbles ''first for geogy- michelle kwok.. first for ss- michelle kwok keat hiang againn'' arghhh! seemun so angry.. lost to her for geogy for 1 1/2 points! ohh wells.. damn damn darn it! so pekchekk lorhh.. and samuel cant fight with her le.. 'couple' marhh.. wahahas.. our class so united lorhh.. mr limsw ask michelle kwok to scream.. since she lurvvvess to scream so much but she dun wann.. then lim sw ask:''can someone make michelle scream?" and everyone shouted.. "SAMUEL!" wahhas.. and duty also.. put them together.. sweeping the floor... haha.. and everone was like making fun of them.. saying michelle kwok wont have to sweep.. cos samuel will be holding the broom for her and sweep with both his hands.. wahahas...!

yeahh..! today arhh.. okie la.. got to know a lil primary2 kid frm my sqd..amaryllis.. have to mention her cos she is so darn tempremental and demanding lorr.. go around diaoing peeps(seniors!) and stepping on ppls shoes! so sicky.. and siewpeng was like saying ''she horr.. grow up sure very bad de lorrh..'' agree agree *nods* hahas. yeaps. and certainly.. my shoes were dirty la.. duhh! hahas.. and when we play wacko.. buay ta han! she go around hitting ppl.. real hard! woahh.. then rebellious oso.. but during the so-called costume competition.. she volunteered to dress up herself.. yuppies.. and yarrhh.. tiana sae she was fighting on stage with other juniors.. -.-'' and when they announce the results.. i asked her.."if nvr win how? nevermind rite?" and she said " i will mind.. i will cryy very loudly.. cos i spend so much effort on it" hahas.. and we didnt win and she pretended wailing.. and summore.. while the rest were singing those fun songs.. she show mi her ballet split.. woahh.. suddenly jump up! hahas. luckily we are in sqd10 the last row! oh manns! and while eating.. she die die oso dun wanna share the ruffles.. and while sqd8 open their champange and go their ''yam-sheng'' she went there.. and shouted.. ''u all mad arhh!'' ohh my.. and she bought a packet of cheeseballs back for her brother.. urrhh.. my sis nvr did that b4 huh.. hahas.. yuppies.. and ended going home.. cannot find ppl to go out with.. so went home and slp.. ltr must watch chingay! yingru in doing her taekwando stunts! woohoo!

Monday, January 26, 2004

eeks! oh wells.. im back o my normal self again.. hrmm.. good?!?! uh-huh.. maybe its that i could adapt to changes well.. URM! oh wells.. getting madd...! oh wells.. just realise my sis had went to sit for the SAT exams on sat. hopes she pass?!?! better pass huh. this time was retake and my dad is realy gonna kill her for failing.. cause it costs 82bucks! haha. and she bluff mi saying that she was out to work.. uh-huh. today is doomsday or rather.. a badbadbadbad day. just told daddy my marks for headstart. was rather angry when i told him my amaths marks FIRST. and didnt scold me cause of the rest of the results i guess. copied from a few entries back--


my aim wasnt to get the 2 mac meals frm huiqin.. but not to go to any remedials becos i fail my headstart.. but i guess. my hopes were dashed..


cos of my blardyy amaths. and was hoping to get better results for emaths. and had a lil careless mistake (wrote a 2 as 1) and... 2 pathetic marks gone.. sigh.._ wadeverrr. hope i wont fail the rest. especially science!!! arghh. yeas... having a sore throat now.. hurting soo much.. but i dun wanna tk medicine! oh wells. blame on myself for eating too much lil munchies on cny. sigh. last year was sick on cny and this yr was after cny.. gees! gosh. arghh. and was just reminded of thursdays event at midnight. (hard to explain yeah) sickeningg.. need to sleep early for PE lehh.. damnit.. gonna complain to dad later.. oh wells.. off to watch tele. eeks! tarrtarr!

Sunday, January 18, 2004

gees. im finalli blogging again. aint blogging the last few days cos of headstart and there aint anything for me to blog! sheesh.. wells. the headstrt test are realli getting mi insane. and theres still amaths tmr. i cant fail. i cant fail. i hafta study. yes i have to study! but i cant get myself to do so.. esp. when there is a long break after my last ppr. i am so tired of studying. oh wells. i cant fail. i dun wanna attend remedials! sigh_ i certainly knew the long break was for mi to study for my test, but all i thought about was playing.. going out.. having fun.. arghh!i must study! tmr is the ppr.. and i noe nuthing..! damn.. im realli in deep deep trouble.. thank god the ppr is after school.. gif mi a lil bit of time for revision..

yeahh. went chinatown on thurs.. sqeezing thru the crowd.. and finally break free.. stayed back on friday for noticeboard.. blah blah/ lazy to type in detail.. and hav gb ytd.. so sicky. wasnt enjoying myself tho.. wad stupid hiphop dance is getting mi rebellious and getting troubled in drill and feel so slacky. din wanna go for gb acually. but no one pei mi pon.. so better go.. so fed up.. i wana tk the time to stdy for my am actually.. cos i dun study on sundays.. oh wells... im just not in the mood to study for am now.. im so scared of the results i will get for the rest of the pprs.. i know i shuld not be worrying abou all these.. but i cant help miself to think of how i struggled thru the ppr.. my aim wasnt to get the 2 mac meals frm huiqin.. but not to go to any remedials becos i fail my headstart.. but i guess. my hopes were dashed.. oh well. wads happening to mi! arghhh_

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

gee. finalli get a chance to update my blogg and use the computer. wells.. i just cant resist myself, especially after realizing that tmr i will be having a ppr which i will always flunk but.. can do nuthing about---thats english. and my tests are half over. 3 more to go. but thats long. :(

oh wells. i still have to carry on. studying is getting mi crazy.,esp. last mintue work. and im always one of them. cos thats typical mi. bleahh.

emaths is like.. well. badly done. could predict. FOR SURE. uh-huh. im like always flunking tests so. not so shocked if i ever fail and get a zero. hav gotten a zero before anyway. and yeahh. i forgot to bring my thermometer to school and soo *fark* up. arghh. all i care about is my emaths test anyway.. sheesh.

wells and today's tests are even harder and hae lesser confidence in myself. eeks. its lk, ive spent more time on ss than geog, but i dont really know how to study that subject. okie. thats kinda ironical i know. or rather. it is ironical but seriuosly i really dont. especially when there is so much to memorise. geogy is kinda better becos of its sub topic and more of reality.. i guess.

oh wells. and i certainly flunk my ss too. im like write 1 and a half pages of crap on the foolscap for the essay qn. and i cant be bother anymore to think, cos all i care about is time. i was practically rushing throught because i thought i dont have the time but in actual fact, i do. i mean, y would teachers set qns which the students doesnt hav the ample amount of time to do finish? sheesh. and i still have about 4mins or so to go throught my work but, i so tired and so, folded my arms and have a lil rest.

and the biggest problem of all is there is onli lk a lil teeny weeny break before the next humans ppr. and thats so infuriating. i cant digest. nope i cant. i aint a genius. and my hands are real tiring. so i kinda slow down my pace for geog and good luck to me, i cant finish my ppr. the first qn was fine actually. urmm. onli if i get the miain topic right. gest, rite, 4As or impacts but i choose GEST. and i kinda xcel in that main topic cause i spent an hour memorising that ytd. ok. last minute work again. but i was so surprised by myself, being able to rmb all the points [ive learn.. duhh] ytd. but it certainly killed loads of braincells. cracking my brain.. thinking harder than ever. and i rush my way through, and my finger was realli swollen till it went red. and so after finishing the first qn, i moved on to the second but the problem of this ppr is that, i thought i had ample time, BUT I DONT! okies. thats contradictary. or maybe, i got influence by my ss ppr. and when i finish my first qn. mr lee announced '15mins more' ok. i know im dead. for sure. 15 for a 13marks qn?! impossible. so i tried to churn up some points and kinda crap my way through and havent reach half of the foolscap, times up. *sighh* so i continued my day. so distressed. and i have to report to ms lim with my thermometer becos of my forgetfulness. eeks.

and styed back after scool. for a lil physics lecture and slack around. heck care-ing tmrs test. i really dont hav the mood to study for my chemistry cum physics. i havent even open my chemistry textbook and thats worse. well. i think i realli got to study today. but im so tired now. sighh. stayed back for a lil while. not really lil but to distress myself. they played netball while i n nette slack around. and kinda got suan by pingwu and nette. fineee.

i guess i better be studying. test is tmr! eeps. father is nagging once again..

Saturday, January 10, 2004

*yawnss* just woke up! lol. err.. ytd was friday! erm. mass pe sucks.. PE sucks even more! i dun wan ah liann.. *sighh* the ti ko pek.. damn youu.. y ms tiru teach sec2!!! oh wells.. played sum stupid games.. measure height and weight.. damn.. im still so light.. i wnna be heavier! well.. ive grown taller again! but they said the scale outside was inaccurate.. but ive grown 2cm when i measure it.. so ive grown 4cm.. urm.. i think.. so now.. 164cm and 41kg.. argh. i wan 45 45 45! oh wells.. then ran the perimeter of the quad 2 rounds... after school. stayed back for awhile. went home.. studied less than a chapter of maths.. eat dinner.. slept.. and studyy.. was so tired. slept frm 7 to 9.45! onli when i heard my dad watching house of toa payoh then i woke up to watch. then studied till 1.45 and i dunnoe i set my alarm clock so early.. haha. going to revise later in the day. gotta grab sum food for breakfast.. :)

Thursday, January 08, 2004

ahh! so happy yearh.. can read everyones blog now! weets.. ahh.. okie.. today is thurs! wells.. kinda long since i last post. hrmm.. okok. tues was a normal boring day.. and wednesday.. stayed back for noticeboard.. today got gb hiphop dance. sighh. i havent start with my revision for headstart.. i just cant discipline myself. and i feel so hopeless! arghhs.. okies.. got the school magazine. so damn yucky..! hurhurs.. wells.. im finally having pe.. i wanna see my height and weight.. hope im taller and FATTER! lol.. 45 kg! haha. dunno larhh. an d i hope that my pe teacher is not ah liann. so bian tai de lorhh.. urmm.. todays hip hop dance is slacky.. i mean. i am slacky.. lol. and i am the one.. suaning peeps.. and worst of all.. my shoes! damnit.. kana thrown all over lorhh! all becos of the blardy huiqin.. took my shoes and the next moment.. FLYING EVEYWHERE! so pathetic.. and smelly.. muahaha. and realli hav a hard time getting back sia.. damn.. oh well.. back to my tv show.. :) urmm... just wanna remind huiqin not to blush kies gurl! lols. muahaha. and soon. ill get scolded again:"kaoz..i never lar!" and she will go.... hahaa

Monday, January 05, 2004

okieee.just a lil post for this desolated blog of mine and im off. either to the bed or table top. but hoep it will be table top. ah-hah! yups. haven been online fer quite a while. ive change. no mood to come online! can u believe it.. -.-'' and u cant. haha. cos im like. hooked or addicted to the computer! *give a cheeky smile* haha. this bad habit is gonna get off me. and im truely GLAD. no more computer games!okies. back to the track. let mi tok about the first day of school.


hmm. disastrous i should sae. first thought when i reach school was.. ''where is my class!'' ahhh! panic. and saw claire. gd sign. and chat,chat and chat. then get myself sitted and the assemlby went on. so darn boring. and esp. joanne wong, on the mike! wth.. a teacher whu cant even pronounce a 'v' and turns out to be a 'w' (eg. prowide!) can be on the mike with a stupid 'badge-less' police uniform and is the new discipline mistress! truely. unbelievable. okie. back to class and crap. ms khoo was still the form teacher and i still remained in the notice board commitee. and yingru and victor was the class monitress. faith 4.3 will be havoc for the whole year! okie and after all stuff. lessons time. PE. mr koh came in.(anyis idol!) and talk.. blah blah. and recess.. thenn... a talk be joanne wong.. again! okie. wad a boring tok. . . and haircheck,nials check, socks check, skirt check, earrings check, uniform check. wadever. a whole list but i pass them all, fortunately. :) and before dismissing, we hav to studd our uniforms to SUCH great extent that our waistband can be seen. damnit. like and idiot or a spastic person. okie back to class. jj start his lessons and tee-sarah talk about the english. went chiayins hse after that to take the op tee and biscuit. thanks loads gurllie! and went home. went to lib and sleep.


saturday was idiotic. have gb! yucks. seriously, i think all those hu got in ndc will lurve gb now. like so devoted i shuld sae. started off with drill. have to teach the sec1s. but i slack. for sure. and devotion was boredd. and recreation was even worst. best part of the day was vesper i shuld say. =) and went for dinner with tessa.nette and anyi and home. watch tv and slp. im a pig. ah haha. ytd was same ole sunday. but cousins din come. *heave a sign of RELIEF* and studied for awhile and was on the tv the whole day and thats goes my day and today is monday!

toay is fun but tiring.firstly, started of with the darn bloody disciplina mistress on the mike and back to classs for class admins. got 2 pathetic class rules. which are.. hafta do duty(which is absolutely fine for mi) and a posiive one. te positive one is that if the whole class passes up their work on time, the teacher hav to gif sweets(for the first time), ferrero[sp] rocher(for the second time) and can drinks for the third time. kinda gud huh. but actually we thought of sweets for the first time, toothpaste and toothbrush for the second time, mouthwash and floss for the third time. hah. rubbish! and the day goes on. studying. jj kinda going to finish a chapter within two days. okie. im like writing a autobiography lidat. or wadever it is called. but got to udpdate. okie im gonna get off the computer, afte rhelping my dad check sum stupid stuff. well. have lit ws and chem to do and study. *pissed*

Thursday, January 01, 2004

bleahh. happie neww yyearrr everyyone! whoopsiee! a neww yearrr! yayyy! x) okkie dokkies.. todayy isnt a special dayy for mi. humrphh. cant get hooked on the computer. sis snatchedd frm me. arghh. okie. start off with waking up real late todayy. 10.45. haha. ermm. this aint call late fer u guyys huhh..cos muahse hav renovationn.. so alwayys noisyy till i wake up. grrs- an yer.. when fer dinner.. watch sum stupid tv shows which are damn lame.. and guess wa.. i did an hour of stupid hmwk. but nat realli done yet. onlyy done grammer.. kingswayy.. physics worksheet and abit of phasebook. urmm. i aint proo. my frenns are pro-er i guess.. lol. yeapps. and slept fer.. 1hr 30mins.. hav my dinner.. watch tv.. and here i am. given 15mins to use the computer.. bwahh. i aint prepared for school tmr. i think my bag is full of presents instead of school books. hahah. but hu cares! first dayy of school. no teacher will teach i guess. except lim sw and jj! arghh. gonna sleep earlyy todayy. early as in.. 12.. yeahhs. end off here. off to watch hse in toa payoh.. realli bring back memories when i live in toa payoh huhs..