bored bored bored. 1st day of school and im already like.. -.-''.

oh wells. MIA! hahahs.. no larhhs. lazy to come online.. as well as.. rushing thru hmwks? but.. all undone! i think my head will roll tmr! hahahs.. madd.

anyway.. kinda busy the last few days.. hhaaha.. and yup! i won i won! hahas.. free treat kies! a lil bet onli larhhs.. for the sun early morning match. woo hooo! onli a lil bet between mi and my long lost frens. wahahas.. CRAP! but i din stay up la.. hahah.. monkeys cant stay up so late la!

okie. today got totally offed when i saw the un-olive green and plain class tee. and left with a size 'M'. but took it anwyays.. cos i cant be bothered to wear it NO MATTER WAD. wadever. and im still lack of ss essays. thanks to mr lee arh. ur simple (maybe onli to u) instructions. oh wells. and here i am. going ss research. sian sian siann...

today is a fine day after all. playing again. and back to class. with fenny and 2 PERFECT lamers beside mi. but the day was alright larh.. except for jj's lesson. ughh.

research time! ciaoo~

slacking slacking slacking. for weeks! oh uhm.. for week. felt kinda.. tired (despite not studying and onli facing te computer everyday). just cant get my butts on my chair and study. darnn. feel so angry with myself kies. oh wells. err. wadever. maybe i shld be self-discipline.. (i just hope i can!) but wadever.

today is another oh-so-boring day. as usual. slack. and grandma made mi do housework. pfft. and play carrom. i only got pathetic 2 seeds in. and hit my own seed in twice. which leave mi seedless, except my own. wadever.

hella bored. gunbound is so un-interesting now. just piling myself with the old archie and denise the menace comics lately.

was so bored so.. thought of this stupid stuff :
things that made me remember regional camp 2004!
- a lil peg(or shld i call it CLIP) given by chewjingg!
- a note given by sarah
- camp file[autographs!]
- camp tee! (duhhh)
- ms wong 'specially made' gift
- my nametag!
- lollipop! sweedy bought for everyone
- my medicine
- my ole rank
- the unknown torch found in my pencil case
- 4 green beans!(i wont grow beansprouts kie!)
- Mcwings (or any fried chicken)
- alternative- FRIED DUCK

unfairrr! hahahs. went to parkway just now. dad lost his fone. and he got the one i like!!! yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck. nvm. hahas. im changing too! when my plan ends. and im not gonna follow his line anymore. too lil sms. i overshoot by 400 last mth.

anyways. i think i better update my links. hhaas. well. SHALL SEE. kinda lazy. wanna sleep but i still hafta meet michelle to pass her badges ltr. oh wells.

urhhhmm. so many ppl going off/overseas this hols. or rather. so many ppl IS going off. ok. *waves to sweedy* have fun in genting!

crapp`. hahas. chewjing is gonna take parT! take part on the search for 'yue xian yue shen'! ahahhs. okok. wadever.

its oveerrrr! how fast kies.. was kinda nervous.. hehes. time slot was actually suppose to be 12 but.. i finish at 12. errr. nvm. its over its over. stop thinking about the badge.. at least the interviewer is good/sweet/kind wadeveR? hahas. deb is HYSTERICAL! was gonna die of luffters while msging her last night and today manns. bthh.

okie dokies. went out for lunch ACUTALLY. but then.. they saw sweedy dearie alone going to visit her NDP juniors.. so we be guai and pei her la.. hahas. and then.. sokyee. jianwei. claire. yuehua. me went to meet up with her and slack. went burger king and wendy song came. slack and yarhs. we were so HYPER?!?! hahas. running around in the open space! (they just wanna burn their fats u see). but most of the time.. im playing with sweedys fone figuring her 'yue xian yue shen le'. muhahahs. then.. deb ps us la! say wan to come! in the end go out with her *erhem* watch movie arh! oh wells..

slack all the way till 4.. then meet up with mum.. went chinatown and home. kinda boring but enjoyed myself at the outdoor stadium? so tiring. and sweaty. and smelly. gonna hav a bath soon. yuckkkkss.

wanna change layout but.. nette says 'no'. found a cute purple star one. kinda small. but nvm. use it for the next one. hurhurs. i cope this from some diaryland designs. i forgot to link back. :P

todays mini meeting was fine. onli gets mi a lil nervous.. and finding means and ways to find an internatonal badge. well acually i found but.. kinda hard to take it frm her huhs.. *how i wish my interview was tues* nvm.. the earlire the better.. get over and done with right? hees`

gonna do some work ltr i guess. kinda boring sitting in front of the computer bickering with nette anyways. and maybe.. find sume time to make my uniform and rack my brains thinking of wad i did for the badges. :S

haii. so tiredd. kinda feel sick. still need to go school tmr. how last minute. oh wells. still reluctant to iron my rank on! hahahs.

everyday is just a passing day. tv shows are boring. hw are still piling. yet to finish. kinda feel so sian. and days passing like that.. and soon.. prelims? Os? how fast. today is so boring. flipped thru sum model compos. record down sum lil phrases. and blahsss.

and my throat is well! not realli. but compared to few days ago.. much much better.

oh wells. going off soon. to sleep and maybe.. do compo? havent even told daddy i hafta go school tmr and sat. siiannnnnn.

my throat hurts. ouchhh. even when i gulp down water.. saliva and wadever. make mi totally moodless to eat anything. and i havent eat anything since i woke up. first time it hurts so much. *sighh* painnn. no one could understand how pain it is..

hai. back home. study study study. but dun hav self-control to do so. felt so slack. i still wanna go back camp...:(

msg-ed loads ytd. to jess.. my grp members and special comm. dears. we are already missing each others.. :(

12junee
anyways.. the camp was kinda slack the first day. cos the orderly is soo sweet! haha... i was like sitting there while the rest were doing drill and she came over.

her: sick?
me: yeah.. headache and fever?
her: got measure ur temp.?
me: no..
her: then how u noe got fever?
me: u touch. *points to forehead*
her: uhmm.. ya hor..

hahha.. so sweet rite! hahas.. and i bath liaoo so waited for the 2 aunties to bath. and the 2 aunties are the genesis leader and asst. leader lor! how LONG. was complaining outside. muahahs. and the special comm. members called mi not to wear jacket when in freezing cold.. but the rest of the day didnt realli participate liao.. cos most of the time in sick bay. then ms lin took my temp again then got sent home.. got throat infection..asked bee eik to 'smuggle' strepsils for mi but she nvr come.. was so scared kies.. scared that if my fever didnt subside.. hafta go for next weeks camp(which i dunnoe anyone!) and theres still loads of things to prepare for special night..

13juneee
but im well! so msg-ed ms wong and daddy fetched mi to school just before sessions.. and ms lin 'scolded' mi.. for running.. -.-'' ahhas. but the day went fine. maybe cos i missed the punishments? muahaha. and our dorm is onli at the 2nd floor? *phew* and the rest of the days were fine.. sessions aint that boring.. partly cos im crapping w the special comm ppl? yupp! we all sat with each other thru-out!haha..and i love bathing time. first time in reg. camp i can bath soo long kies. and special night went VERY GOOODD!! :) we were all like screaming.. jumping for joy and hugging each other went we saw everyone screaming when they entered the hall kies! *heaved* then i cut myself.. didnt even realise kies! i was like.. y got water on my finger? ohhh. BLOOD! hahas.. then someone (hu claimed herself to be very good in first aid but bad in bandaging) helped mi with my wound.. ahahs. abd the judges made us drink the lime juice which the grps made.. 29 cups.. errr.. then i tot of the cup of lime juice my grp made *shhhh* but i still drank a lil of it la... well.. i stopped halfway.. was sick. muahahas.

14juneee
last day.. :(. sessions were alright.. promotion was ok too.. and all.. just so pissed that we didnt get to take grp foto and our own committee's foto.. hais.

ahhhh! im soo hyper today. i tell ya.. i nvr miss my comp.. or anything! maybe cos i went home.. but i reallly enjoyed myself! and i realllllyyyy hafta thanks LOADS of ppl!

anyways... i wanna thank LOADS of ppl too. haha. my special comm ppl.. my grp ESTHER.. and all yeah.. esp. my dear dear grp leader! wendy miss u! hahas.. i really need to thank her loads manns. cos mi this asst. grp leader is kinda 'useless' on the first day cos i was sick and went home.. haha.. but at least she survived w/o mi! muahaha~ but had an excellent talk throughout the night(not realli throughout larhh..) and we nearly or kena caught by mdm! haha.. and the whole grp as well la.. its more of like they tk care of me than i tk care of them can? haha.. i feel that i have to apologise to my grp loads of times manns..

and yeahh.. SPECIALL COMM. ppl!! wendy miss ya liaoo. x(. hai.. cant be able to tk a grp foto lorhh. so rush.. but nvm.. we'll meet each other some day for sure right? :) manns. maybe if i cont. typing i will cry.. haha. alright. this grp of ppl is oso one hu cared for mi thru-out the camp.. manns. and WE DID IT! for special night! was soo scared kies.. i act. dun wanna go home becos im scared if i will not be able to come.. i will miss all the fun weve planned for months.. and thank god.. im fine.. onli sore thorat.. and was SHOUTING behind backstage to see them screaming when they enter! as expected! haahh. and yup. how they sabo-ed us to drink lime juice lo. sick.. hahas. sigh. miss them liao. :(.

ya.. i think i blog tmr.. tata~

today is extremeeeelllllllllyyyyyy tiring. pfffftttt. *yawns*

anyway. school was bored today. forgot to bring all my ws. so kinda slack. and after that.. regional camp meeting. kinda boring ah.. but at least.. we finish everything? i hope so? and... im not the MC anymore? wahahaha. soooo cool.. x).

erhh. then 'shop' a lil.. take grp neos and buy sum stuffs then head back for home. uh-huhhh. still aint looking fwd to camp. but.. looking fwd to special night!! hahaa. nehhhhmind. ill be enthu. ahhaa.

tired tired tired. just went to buy camp stuffs. but i think i need to go again tmr. cos.. not enuff. hai. nvm.. im dead beat now. bath and sleep. taaaataaaaa!

ughhh. so bored everyday. but i slept from 3.30-6.45. kinda feeling.. soo TIRED. darrnn.

oh wells. today is so arghh! infuriating.. in a way but.. kinda shiok too arh. went to school at 8.. only to realised that theres no lit! wah laoo.. 2 hrs of sleep kies! was so damn tired today manns. so went mac/market to eat, slack wadever and the rest were playing bball. but still hafta go back for lessons.

damn boring. esp. lsw! was complaining throughout. my eyes could hardly open. maybe cos of the food and he is soo damn bored! but after that is okie ler la. listened to ms khoo cos.. shes not as boring. and was listening to discman again during jj's lessons. the batt is flat now. ahah.

oh wells. tmr still hav school. not SCHOOL but some.. lit seminar. 3hrs for a book. ughh. kinda sick of school now mans. and worst, regional camp is coming. dun feel like going. and i dun wanna go for overnight camps. no handphones. haiyaa! nvm. my last gb camp. shld be memorable. or.. wadevver?

ripped this off frenster. to release my boredom. muahhh`

1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?: wendyy
2. WHAT COLOR OF TOP ARE YOU WEARING??: blackk
3. WHAT SONGS ARE U LISTENING RIGHT NOW?: too serious too soon
4. WHAT IS YOUR hPHONE NUMBER?: 9191328*. muahaha
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?: errr.. dinner?
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: grey.
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?: dark. its midnight 12.11 dude.
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: errr. sis.
9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE
SEX?: err. body hair. hahaha. johnneyy!
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?: no one sent mi this.pfft.
11. fav dance : i dun dance. muahaha
12. FAVORITE DRINK?: 100plus!
13. WHO DO U LIKE?: fwennns?
14. WHO DO YOU HATE?: lovvee your enemy. muahaha
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?: how i wish sleeping is a sport.
16. EYE COLOR?: black-brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?:yess.
18. FAVORITE MONTH?: errr. december? hols?
19. FAVORITE FOOD?: dunno arh.
20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?: harrypotterr 3!
21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEARweek?: sunday.
22. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?: depends on who it is arh duh.
31. FAVORITE BOARD GAME(S): crap.
32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?: SLEEP.
33. FAVORITE SMELL(S): flower?
34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?: nooo!
35. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTY POPCORN?: buttered.. mmm.
36. FAVORITE CAR?: jaguar? haha.
37. FAVORITE FLOWER?: lavender. x)
38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?: 3.
39.CAN YOU JUGGLE?: provided the balls dropp on the floor all the time.
40. FAVORITE DAY(S): sundayyy!
41. RED OR WHITE WINE?: black wine. wadever
42. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? : eat?shop?
43. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?: hell. no.
44. LIFETIME GOAl??: meet god. muahaha
45. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN U WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? : school again.. :(
46. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH DATE? : 09july.

err. im tired now. SLEEP! muahaha.

oh well. anyway. today is kinda boring. everyday is. and yeah. i think im gonna change url AGAIN. yes i noe. again. sorry ppl but.. i wanna change to diary-x. maybe.. shall see.. wanna change to diary-x cos i can make my entry pass protected. hehe. sorryyy! but aint confirm. x)

hai. i feel so guilty about ytd's thing. maybe i din noe how u feel. but i can see that something is wrong. and i onli get to realise it today. the original plan aint like that. but all becos of mi. reali wanna apologise.. so so sorry. made ya so pissed off. i din noe that will make mi soo pissed. im soo soo sorry.

i cant understand life. seems so near, yet so far. wad is the wrold becoming now? war.. accidents.. and all. preparing for the second coming? but why so much harm? kinda sick of living in this world. kinda sick of ppl acting. again and again. they are nice in ur eyes. they arent, behind ur back. but wad else? its so fake. everyone seems troubled. over anything. y aint we like life before? or maybe. life before is still the same. onli we dont know? but wads life gonna be in future. this world is really gettg no where. oh wells. maybe ppl's perspective change.

urhhm. dunno y im so werid today. after the meeting. they are so weird. today. i dunno y. its so obvious. they are always against each other. giving different ideas, indirectly.

maybe the bump made mi think so much. thats life. i guess.

errr. regional camp meeting just ended.
kinda boring but.. at least something is done.
miss wong didnt come. proposal almost done, hope she dun 'complain'
and crapp a lil.
and overall, so boring.
but all the games changed.
kinda cool now.
hopes it turn out well. I HOPE!
but.. urhhmm. troubled.
over sum lil issues.
oh wells. so lame.

i wanna go hillsongs! i bet they are enjoying themselves now.. grrrr! ahaha. nvm. so tired anyway. just bought mac for sis and myself. how good am i.. so rare.. hahaa. and i lost my way.. pffft. cos of the kallang/paya lebar expressway. darn. at least im home.

anyway. ytd was mush fun. but harry potter was BORING. no wonder its 3 stars onli. gees. but at least i enjoyed myself. esp. in the theatre. cos i and bee eik was damn bored. and we began doing stupid stuff. haha. like.. eaves-dropping? anyis and her 'twin's conv. hahah.
fren-i scared harry potter will die.
anyi-he wont die.
fren-y?
anyi-cos got bk 5.
HOA LAME lorh. haha. they were tokking throughhouttt the WHOLE movie. and i shut them up. muahaha. wadever.

and today. dun wanna go but go la.. hoping to see my NDP frenns. BUT I DIDNT. cos most of them hav stepped down. hai. and it was kinda bored. but fun. esp. crazy cups. so coool. but the craft was kinda lame and the asia game too. darn mdm.. 'fan urself fan urself!' wth. so gu-niang lo. wadever. and the gb peeps there are all lower sec. nvmmmm.

oh wells. but im back. and half way thru my dinner. dum-dee-dum. everyone else is at the indoor stadium. AINT FAIRRR.

im hommmeee...! haha. okie. leggpainn. shoulders too. cos bagg heavyyy. x(.

anyway. today went out again. to citylink, suntec city. bought presents which im suppose to buy longg longg agoo. but due to exams. andd here i am. actually shulian going with us too. and ven. but sumthing happen and yeah. two of us.

well. tmr watch movie i think. they wanna watch harry potter. I KNEW IT. bleah. nvm. soo long nvr watch with them. or rather. did i ever watched moive with them? urhhmm. shruggs.

oh well. tmrs lessons will start late. 1030. 3 hrs of lessons onli. cos no lit, but have bioo. hehe. great. can slp late. errm. i think im sleeping late everyday. dotdotdot. and i wana tell seemun sumthing. but pls dun yell at mi. I HAVEN HAND IN UR BI ZI. oops. havent copy finish arh. nvm. tmr kies? promise! haha. sounds like a lil kiddy.

the week is gonna end, like that. so bored. and next wk will be so packed. oh wells. nvm. ill study today. hafta. haven do hmwk. and COPY BI ZI. haha. :x

dum-dee-dum. im here. forever here. wadever.

i think im mad. calling sum play 'cuckoo' nowadays. wadever? sweedy influenced mi. nvm. ill get my revenge next week! wadever.

stop crapping wendy. alright. nvr goo out. be a pig then. slept frm 3-7. nvm. im preparing myself to hav the energy to go out shopping. trning into a shopaholic idiot. ahha. save quite a bit during exams. so i turning into a beggar in a few days time. x). nvm. pffftt.

im hungry. yes i am. and im kinda worried for the regional camp. the special night. we are totally unprepared. wanna come online so i can ask ethel about sum stuff. but she aint here. unlike her. uhm.

im feeling so 'high' nowadays. soo happy. haha! maybe becos of chink. maybe not. yeah. i dun think so. i get it. i think its the call frm jie ytd. err. tokked for 3hrs? her troubles are far far worst then mine. nono. i dun hav troubles at all. i think thats y im 'high'. everyone think i hav. no i dun. dun even give a damn. haha. i shld be astonish but wad i wrote in my diary. not blog. my words. my thoughts. errrrr.

ciaooooooo.

Too Serious Too Soon


I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
Cause I'm
cos I couldn't love you any less

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

we got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

wow.. damn nice arhh! the tune and wadever! the radioo 'introduced' this nicee song to mi. so cool! *going hayywire* oh well. waiting for a call. frm jie. nvm. off to eat chicken wings dad bought first.

waiting for nette. dum-de-dum. nette is slow. still on the bus. im home. legg pain.

todays lessons is BORING! bt.. nvm. had un after tt. went out with nette. heerens. paragon. wisma. far east. wisma. paragon. HOME. our journey. shopped for hrs.. pain pain. all becos of.. SLIPPERS! hahas. crap. finally we bought.

err. will treasure this slippers. search high and low.. ERR. high and low. not realli. lol. at least i got size 9. boo to nette. BOOO. lol. and got a socks. banana colour one. but kinda plain. but wendy like. lol.

and i wanna slp soon. tmr staying at home to slp. boring. happie vesak dayy. shld be alot of nice shows? err. yeah. going out on thurs and fri again. bleah. hope my leg arent aching still and eyes are alright. so painn. poor red eyes.

i think i gotta take a bath. hot and sweaty. -.-.

im still here. righhtt in the middle of the night. refused to go to slp. and do my bi zi. im sick of chink. but i still gotta do. cos i din bother to copy last time. serve mi right.

so tired. ughh. came home at 9.30. dad din scold. he din even bother. how grt. err. chink ppr is over. not gonna think about it. but hu cares. treat this as an exam only. cos im well prepared that i might not get my target. even lied on the desk and slept of 10mins instead of checking. ugh. at least my ppr 2 is gonna be better. but ppr 1 is gonne fail. esp yyw. ugh. nvm. alot of ppl made the same mistake as mi. just gotta pray.

err. how i wish i din sign p for the stupid course. total waste of time. wadever. but at least i enjoyed myself at compass pt after that.

walked ard crapped till 830. bought stuffs too. just cant resist. and bought the book /purpose driven life/. kinda have been wanting to get it, but din hav the time. and i showed dad. didnt really object. its my choice of choosing my religion anyway. but not gonna chose it so early. till i noe i can be fully committed to it. but he wont object to wadever i chose. and thats wad im thankful for. thank god he gave mi the freedom to chose my religion? yup.

the book is real meaningful yah. altho im onli on the first chap. sheesh. 40days ltr. maybe i will finish it. try to be consistent.

oh yeah. jess is gonna be with regina for reg. camp. *sigh* i wanna work with her! lol. but nvm. have been with the same grp last yr.. same teambuilding grp during sstc and get to noe her during NDP. i shld be satisfied.

argh. damn busy. busy going out and all. sheesh mans. and the reg. camp meetg cant held this wk. ms wong is gonna kill ethel and strangle mi! oh well. no coice yar. leave it till next wk, while i shop this wk. grt. but cramping 3 meetgs next wk. sigh. last minute again.

oh well. i think i gotta slp. but my leg muscles hurt. walked too much today. but gonna cont. shopping tmr. so i shld turn off early. ciaoo.