the PAST.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

im back.

firstly merry belated christmas. thanks for the cards people!

and school is starting. but sad thing. have to report at 730. thanks to the whoever who called. urgh. but still, at least better than slacking. although i bought absolutely nothing for school. and blahblah.

and watched kungfu hustle. midnight show. not really nice. not really funny too.

oh wells. i go watch vcd already. waiting for maple story to download finish. 25pieces of vcds waiting for me. great! (:

Sunday, December 19, 2004

super tired today. grrr.

finally got my ezlink card! haha. so new. hmm, will i be able to continue using it after 3mths? oh wells. still, im glad im going to school again! haha. although ive to wake up like 6? but daddy MIGHT be fetching me. haha.

yts was alrights larhs. made ezlink, went to orchard. and help out in the stall but was so pissed after that. darnn. but still, i enjoyed myself. muhahaha. and squeeze our way from taka to cine, eat and squeeze our way home. *hops* haha. and was too tired and i overslept. haha. but still yeah. still thinking of something. urrrrrrrhhh.

Friday, December 17, 2004

around one quarter of faith4three is going MI. kewl. yay.

and i just realised something. christmas is coming! not i just realise buts its like, only a week away? its lik 17 and it still seems so distant. and i haven done anything? yay. busy busy week. busy is good then relax, NOW.

and yeaappp. school is starting too. *grinns*

will most prob. hav fun tmr. im finally going out. orchard. yes. on a saturday afternoon. dont call me insane. its for the christmas proj but i guess ill be doing everything except helping out. yes. the mouths will go non-stop. chatting and eating. yumm. i miss those restaurants out there now.

God will make a way; when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see; He will find a way for YOU. Cheer up. Its not the end of your future.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

okay. i blogged people. pfffffft.

urghh. im going insane. when is the TS sale gonna happen!!! *screams* have been waiting since Os ended! probably before that too! im so so pissed. i wanna buy vcds! YES and thanks to my cousins. who lost my vcd. one whole show. 30 pieces of vcds. and i complained. wad do i get? NOTHING. daddy just call mi to forgive them because they are still young. soo pissed with them. i didnt want to lend them the others. BUT DAD LENT TO THEM ON MY BEHALF. fine. wad a dad. wad a godbro. wad cousins i have.

and yes. i have been at home for almost a week. yet to replace my ezlink. im too bored to get out of home(except to grandmama's hse). i hate the sun.

im still waiting for school to reopen. im bored to death at home. i wanna study. im not mad. even though its like 3.30am.

Monday, December 13, 2004

back to posting. another day slacking at home. and in 1wk time, christmas is coming. i think i lack of cards. grrr. still thinking of cards, i wan that pack! 10bucks for 10cards. i cant bring myself to buy it. sadd. oh wells. but i bought this pack and its still not enuff kies! buy bying two more individual ones. or maybe maybe maybe. and in a wk time, 2nd class chalet. errrrr. bet ill be going. so few people will be there. either working or overseas. and in 2 weeks time, school reopen. *groans*

well, the posting of school will be out on 17th right? i think. but its like, useless larh. i wanna withdraw my application now. boohoos. i lazy to travel all the way there. goes to study. stupid mi. but still. i feel like studying. hahaha. seriously, im insane. o wells.

and in 4 more days, reggie will be back. oh yeah. or 3days? aiyah. short term memory lahh. haha. but still, im not going to the airport. haha.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

went out today and i bought stuff! (so wad.) . haha.

now eating some milk bread. have the smell of milk but no taste of milk. haha. weird. but then, nice. (:

wont be gg our for the next few days. maybe going out to make my ez link card and buy 'fish'. haha. not going Lighthouse either. since reggie and sarah has gone to melb. nobody to accompany me. haha.

going to sleep soon. very tired today. and shuu is not here to accompany me till morning! aiyah, she shld be dead tired now! lol. okayy. and whole day of shopping made mi tired too. *yawnn*

Friday, December 10, 2004

new layout. new template. great. fixed everything, right. and it wasted around 2 hrs of my precious time.

talking about precious time. when is my time ever precious? get up, face the tele and comp, and back to bed? is that precious? is that enjoying? maybe it is. without any scoldings(for sitting in front of the computer too long) and without anyone snatching the computer from mi(since sis is working). is that the life i want to continue to live for 3 more wks? or shdl i stop this daily routine and get myself a suitable job? but wait, isn't this the life i want months ago? how people change. and how my life would change soon, in 3-4mths time. when the little envelope was placed into my shivering hands. and how i hope, there would be a pleasant surprise. but its too late to think about it anymore. my life is in the cambridge's marker's hand now. just have to wait for a brand new year ahead and continue my life, studying. within that pathetic 3mths given to me, despite knowing whether i might be able to continue with studying or facing numberous of projects everyday. anticipate the new year. but before that, celebrate christmas. make best use of it to thank everyone, and thats how im gonna celebrate His birthday.

and yes. still being an owl. going to sleep soon. going out tmr. was going to send of the EPA students but i cant make it. (sorry reggie.) bon voyage people! hope you'll have fun in melb! okay, gonna watch princess diaries 2 now before sleeping.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

haahhaa. was roaming around frenster. funny funny.

anyways, i still wide awake! 0_0 hahaha. but i think im going out tmr? or not? i dunnoe? i forgot? i think i wont be about to get up but, wadever. hahahs. im brokeeee!

hahaa. and 1 more day, and reggie, claire, sarah and weiwei will be gone to melb. so fast. and less than a mth, SCHOOL WILL START! good? bad?

i still havent made my ez link - BAD
i still havent buy shoesss -BAD
i need not slack at home - GOOD
ive got no money - GOOD (since there is allowance)
new school, new env. - GOOD?BAD?

ahhhhhhh. wad crap am i typing. siaaannnnnnn.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

new post. hahaha. no one to be hyperr and lame with me tonight, except my cousin. and his a failure at being a lamer.

anyways, i hafta sleep soon but ill end up tossing and turning in bed again. but still. i need to sleep, to wake up early tmr. im still like going out everyday? oh sheesh. watched movie again. this years christmas movies are BORING! i wanna watching 'Meet the Fockers'. saw the advert, kinda cool. AND SPONGEBOB. y isnt it outtttt!

and im broke.spent like 50over bucks ytd? darn. but daddy is sponsering me money. *blingbling. to buy shoess, but i still hafta save up for my dream phonee. but YES. new plan. hahahs.

okayy. sleeping time. or ill be late, AGAIN.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

99 RED BALLOONS


You and I in a little toy shop,
buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got.
Set them free at the break of dawn
'Til one by one, they were gone.
Back at base, bugs in the software
Flash the message, "Something's out there."
Floating in the summer sky
99 red balloons go by.
99 red balloons floating in the summer sky.
Panic bells, it's red alert.
There's something here from somewhere else.
The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eager eye.
Focusing it on the sky
As 99 red balloons go by.
99 Decision Street, 99 ministers meet
to worry, worry, super-scurry.
Call out the troops now in a hurry.,
This is what we've waited for
This is it boys, this is war!
The president is on the line
As 99 red balloons go by.
99 Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich fuer schlaue Leute
Witterten schon fette Beute
Riefen: Krieg und wollten Macht
Mann, wer haette das gedacht
Dass es einmal soweit kommt
Wegen 99 Luftballoons
run, paper pants ! says:
(99 war-ministers
Match and gas cans
Kept for intelligent people
Smelled already fat loot
Called: Get and wanted power
Man, whoever would have thought this
That it generally comes once
Because of 99 Luftballoons) english version
99 dreams I have had,
In every one, a red balloon.
It's all over and I'm standin' pretty
In the dust that was a city.
If I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here...
And here it is, a red balloon
I think of you and let it go....
(Goodnight, children....everywhere)

thanks nette for the lyrics. HAHAHA. i thanked youu. or ill still be singing my CHAO lame version. ' 99 redballons.. floating in the sky.. 99 redballoons floating in the sky and nette use a needle, and POP goes a balloon. 98 redballloons left floating in the sky.(sing to the tune of the green bottles song)"
chaoooooo lame. i think can be lullaby. an alternative instead of counting sheeps jumping across the fence. wahhaaa.

Saturday, December 04, 2004

just woke up. my LONG afternoon nap. not really. was really tired. cant get to sleep ytd night. but nvm. hols are here. and december is here. and yessss. CHRISTMAS! time to buy presents and cards! urm. i still hav some savings, left. shldnt be a problem.

going out tmr. i dunno when i can find a job manns. hahas. and im lazy to find one toooooo! help mi. after effect of O levels. great.

Friday, December 03, 2004

just reach home! home sweet home. hahas. actually i didnt want to come home today. but gg out tmr so, no choice.

err. recall. went to plaza sing and class chalet on wednesday. watched movie. bridget jones something something. ahahs. so lameee. damn horny show. can make the one sitted beside me amuse and excited. wahhahas.

and then to class chalet. haha. busy bbqing and the rest in the room watching singapore idol. ahhas. ms khoo and eric came! hahahs. and TAUFIK WON! yayy. the whole room was screaming. and we have the mood to play after that! hahs. clare and the guys went bowling and we went to play pool. haha. learnt a lil. but i have to go home at around 1 or 1.30am? uncle is waiting for mi outside.

and they went wildwildwet. i cant go. but wanna go back to chalet but feel very darn sian to travel around so remained in my aunts house.

im boredddd. and sleepy.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

was extremely sleepy today. sleep and use computer. thats kinda MY LIFE. but i spent more time with God. (:

anyways, gonna hav a sore throat. my voice is changing. hahas. but at least not during camp. and i prayed for good health in camp. God answers prayers.

may not be going for class chalet. feel very very tired after i return from camp. i slept practically the whole day today. gonna be sick i guess.

still, im missing camp.