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Friday, October 31, 2003

jee.din slept well yesterdae kies.. onee woke up by a fone call by sum bloody peeps. yarhs. to darn lazee to get to the fone and second tyme woke up by the thoughts of results. i thought it wad 6plus but turns out to be only four! fine..// my results aint fared tt well. -sigh- sum unexpected results showed. good. as well as bad doh. but is kinda hard to believe yarhs.. did worst then loads of peeps be better than sum and yet in still not satisfied. no way. i studied so hard and yet it just turns out to be rubbish. wad to do. hav a really funnie feeling. i can coped with studies but not results. just so depressed but no tear trickled down my cheeks and thats a great sign cos it always does when i got back any slips or results tis yr. am i getting too emotional or wad? i dont know. neither do i bother about anyhting except results now. oh wells.

today. started off darn lazee. reading and reading. yeah. thanks to the new discipline mistress. joanne wong. gees the school will be upside down sooner or later.. and got back results. but before that, ruth was sent down. ms tiru was lyke. "good luck. if ya pass. great but if ya fail, u wont get to see them (pointing at us) again" horror. shocked for her. but i guess. she realli hav that feeling yesterday yarhs.. and *phew* im not sent down and great. i passed! yeaps. english ok i guess. a C. yeah. not talk into detail about my marks but. at least i pass yeah? yuppies. chinese. known that i would flunk p1 so din bother. no one realli pass tho. n p2 pass but din pull mi up. 49.5. gees. lols. i din realli passed chinese tis yr. failed mid year too. wow. i so bad in my languages. now i knew it. amaths was =|. i dunno. glad i passed yarhs? but i got higher for tests. like 17/25 and now.. 40/80? i think i shuld be happy. *shruggs* i think i shuld. for i din complete all. and literature. damnit damnit damnit! i din expect i would fail! realli din okies.. ok! i admit i din really listen for her lessons and i totally had NO idea about the short stories but she cant do tt to mi! fine. first tyme ever fail lit. at least i merely failed by half. but i din expect to fail! -sigh...-

comb. humans. wells. fail for sure yeahs.. pass geogy. and was surprised! okokies.. so surprised got 25/50. lols. and it was the first time in the whole year. i repeat.first tyme in the whole year that i ever passed geog! lol. im just so proud of my geogy results. cheers yeah. but ss wasnt that good. flunked source-based. essay is lyke. arghs. got 12/25 but.. mr lee did that on purpose kies. was 12.5 actually and he blanko-ed awie! mans! yeah. but dont make a difference now. still failed. for source based. lols. 7/25 i just cant read sources. and inadequate tyme. gees! and science failure okies. flunked chem and phy. thats both. got lyke. 20/45 for chem sectn b n c?!!? shocked. horror wadever but *phew* mcq pulled mi up. great. but yeah. not so happie wif them. 53/54 for overall percentage. wells.. hope ill be pulled up. yeahs.. did comparision with alicia. loser hafta treat. but no loser. hav a draw and 3 won. 3 lose. yuppies. shes improving. or i am? lol. i always win her sumways and she always win mi in sum subjects. thats it. after recess. use-your-hands campaign or wadever. din helped at all. flew to 3/4 and the sight of mr lee makes mi fumed. hurrmph. and strolled. crapped. wadever. just din lay a finger on a cloth. and chapel. wow. lurve her voice! lol. was sitting at the back and din know it was the 'her' which i really admired her voice before yarhs. and had sum kinda christmas carol. err.. wad e? was busy annoying fen and seemun. and home sweety home. told mua dad abouts results. lol. din get banned frm computer. :) cheers~ urm. but still need hardwork. hes never satisfied. kinda like mi?! but h did said ive imporved. glad he knew it. oh wells. typed real long today. hafta rest my eyes. sleeping tyme for mi! -yawns-

Thursday, October 30, 2003

aww man. why must it turn out tis way! -sigh- din got back results today. so damn idiotic. all becos of the stupid ole and faulty computer. damnit. yeah. today is so excited actually. because of results and groaning awie after hearing the accouncement. gees. today. singspiration was okie i guess. unluck those drowsy ones. which can go to sleep. yeaps! then house meeting. wow. had a realli bad tummyache in the wesley hall. for like 25mins. and was planning to go to the toilet w xiaoji and the darn teacher disallow us to go in pairs! so lame. so went alone. was feeling dizzy on the way and blurred vision. and yeah. washed my face yaadaa n the cramps continue again. gee. after hse meeting. free period. went 3-4 luff and cramps over. after recess. had sum kinda fun talk althought the title seems weird. yarhs. personal grooming. lol. kinda taught us howda clean ya face about sweat and wadever yarhs.. had sum lil gift and so. after that. was waiting for ms qoo and heard that she was sick and went hm. awws. guess mua clas really made her fall ill huh. lol. but heard that she was already ill and insist on coming to school for giving out our results. yups. so ms lim came the whole class damn quiet. she taught us grammer maths. wadever shit she can. quite fun to actually. lols. and the funnie part is when jj came in. he so act cute! wah liews.. the whole class burst out into laughters! lol. and samuel got a drink for sum imitation thing. yups and jj told us about our e n a maths. emaths did quite well and everyone pass cos its so easy and amaths. more passes then failures. unluck midyrear so i guess. we improved but i dunnoe about mi alone. yups. heard from samuel that everyone passed english. wow. cool but dunno whether he utter rubbish or wad. yeahs.. -shruggs- dun put too much hope on that yeah.. and went out with yuanling.claire.joanne.elena.ahma n mich.k after schoo. not really went out but went only kallang. we ate mac and claire.e.joanne cut their hair. erm kinda short for claire huhs. lol. but okie i guess. was actually planning to join dem but nah. i hate shortie hair. lols. -sigh- lemme get myself mentally prepared now. y must they keep imi in suspense for a day more! i cant stand it! gees. and mua dad is grumbling. wad an ole fault computer we have. yeahs. glad he knows. okokie. hafta have my dinner for today. ciaos~

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

wah.. todae is wednesdae! *yawns* so tired. wanna hav a nap. :P din blog and neither came online tis few daes.. went aunts hse.. sian! yeahs.. went back to school on mondae. yays! din really do anything doh.. same same de everydae... and when to pasir ris cafe with claire.ahma.sarah.regina.mich. got tempte with all the finger food. humph. and i onli can drink hot chocolate cos of my sore throat and cough. and went aunts hse... quite rush yarhs.. after tt went to white sands again to buy my cousins cake.. swensens ice cream cake.. T.T
went for dinner at sum restaurant.. went back.. celebrated his burfdae.. and ate a teeny-weeny piece of the cake. just a tiny one. :)yays! ya.. managed to catch westside story! haha. im just so mad. not really tt nice. but still kinda.. addicted to it.

went ahmas hse on tuesdae. quite bad.. tsk tsk. everyone went mad.. screaming awie.. and thats when i got addicted to the sims.. -arghs- but her sims is soo cool. loads of brand new stuffs. so fun! lols. unlike mine. plugh. and dunnoe wad we did.. wadever and its like.. 6?!?! so depart and yarhs.. uncle fetched mi home at night.. lols. and immediately. i on the computer and played the sims. i so addicted to it! was playing just now too! but kinda lag. yeahs.. but i hafta enjoy myself now yarhs.. tmr is doomsdae. really doomed kies.. will be getting back all my results. and know about my fate. to normal.4-3 or retain. shruggs. i myself dunno anything. wont be able to sleep tonite i guess..

Sunday, October 26, 2003

gees.. im so dead. so so dead. :S haha.. yuppies.. todae was okie i guess. im able to go school tmr! woohoos! cheers!yest.. slack. watched teevee and so-so.. and slept without the air-con and fan! so darn hot! dad wouldnt let mua on them. humph. slept at 09.48 to be exact. hurhurs~ yuuppps! was shivering and felt lyke vomiting yesterdae.. wad a bbaaaddd experience kies.. jeez. so slack in the bed. dad woke mi up loads of tymes but heck. cant be bothered! soo.. woke up at 11 and measured temperature.shocked.39.2! wows. so hang on the computer and kept my cousin company.and yeah. took sum goodies even though im sick. :p and drank sum stupid medicine ahma brewed. luckily it aint bitter. but so yellowish. makes mi think of urine. eeks. and slack. getting better i guess. still wondering whether to go aunts hse tmr. and sarahs hse on tues. -shruggs- oh wells. just measured my temperature. woohoo. great! 36.7! yeahs. im getting better. onli that im having a sore throat. it hurts! evenwen i gulp down saliva. arghs. okokies. stop the crap. im gonna carry on witty my show!

Saturday, October 25, 2003

im back again. hafta bog twice cos im so darn bored. just finish with my porridge just now. its so bland. with onli pickled lettuce. oh wells. tis is for sick people. went to the doctor just now. before i had my afternoon nap. waited so long. and when i took my temperature there, it was 38.8degrees. cool. got an mc and haf four types of medicines to eat. fine.im a sick kid! arghs. cool. they are finishing gb by now. great. its tyme to connect. arghs. suan le. at least i hav survive till now. im gonna slp again later. im such a piggy. but oh wells. the pills make mi drowsy. and im waiting for kindred spirit to start. at least im better now. fever subsided. 37.6degrees. cool. im not going to the doctors again for an mc. no way

hummph. fine. no one is online. bleahs. wad a thing to sae. everyone has gone for CIP. everyone i knew. except mi. im a sick kid. hummph. -sigh- yesterdae. packed mua everything and went to sleep at 11. wad a big sarcrifice. even polish my boot ya noes.. dangit. woke up at 3.26am. cant sleep so took mua temperature. 37.6degrees. cool! so went back to sleep. woke up by the sound of my alarm clock. took temperature again.38.2degrees. arghs!!! called dad. he called mi to stay at hm and go to the doctor for mc later. so sms my frens to tell cher n sleep. woke up now. took temperature again.38.3degrees. arghss.. and dad called. he said: aiya. actually fever is 38.5degrees. but see u so sick then call u stay at hm and rest.. aww mans! i wanna go school! gbs impt meeting! and i dun wanna stay at hm and rot! -sigh- guess ill just hafta wait for sumone to tok to.. hummphhhh.

Friday, October 24, 2003

uh huhs. have been measuring my temperature again and again. -sigh- 5th tyme now. *shruggs* 38.2degrees. arghs.sickening. oh wells. ate panadol just now. wen im in mua aunts hse. she so good wor! because of mua went all the way to elias mall to buy panadol. hehe- yeaps. was actually suppose to go mua cousins ahma hse just now.. but fever so.. unclw fetch mua back. umm.. still thinkin whether to go for CIP and gb. *shruggs* like so bad neh. let tiana do alone. oh wells. dd sae tmr wake up then sae. yers.. yesterdae went to sarahs hse. played game of life while regina n sarah swam. they asked mua along. haha. so paiseh lo! hahas. so mua played with ahma and mich. by the pool. erm. wendy won?!!? hahas. :P first tyme playing arhs.. so cool! hurhurs~ cos mua everytyme play ps de. yeaps. gonna play again next tuesdae! and they are gonna force mua to swim.humph. im not gonna bring mua costume. lalaz~ and yeahs.. reach hm at 830 again! hav been reaching hm that late for 4daes! hahas. but todae abit earlier. 7plus. lols. we are gonna have fun on tuesdae! provided mua sickness is gone *coughs* i got cough. flu.fever.sore throat.headache. arghs. yeahs.. thats all i guess wanna sleep le.. sick peeps are lidat. =P

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

uhh huhs... now so slacky. i must slack now! hurhurs.. so gald as well as scared of mua reults huhs.. must po ms qoo now.. hehes- okokies. todae woke up. so tired! act. wanna pon yarhs.. but no la.. at hm more sian. thenstroll to school... met fenny. yaadaa yaadaa.. yuppies.. and read. not really. acting doh~ and sing national anthem. arghs. miss qoo stand beside mua! so suay! sia la.. then she tot i nvr sing.. hummph.. fine. n helped with the mathsie thingy. sickening. slack. let sarah do the tokking. and anyi arhs.. /:P/ okokies.. had recess. then geogy. umm.. listening to her feedback. at leat can get.. 6marks? *shruggs* all depends on mua fate arh.. and MRL thingy. so lame lo.. but sian so plaed. they so enthu. cannot leave mua alone rites.. so played lorhs.. and jj. tok crap la.. pretend to be listening.. then..nodding awie.. then rinnggg! woohoo! lighten uppie!

went out with regina onli at first.. then ms wong called. sae she veh bored. so go out witty her norhs..went wisma.. ate sum thai food. yeahs.. and shopped.. go LIBRARY!. wahahas~ then sarah met up... went to take loadsof cool postcardies at heerens n cine. drank sum thai iced tea.. hmm. nice wors! regina introduced de..then tts mua dae yeahs.. then todae.. at hm got loadsa thing happen la.. cannot sae de.. paisehss.. aiya.. reached hm round 8.. yaps...tt mua dae larhs.. tmr. going rahs hse.. they swimming.. mi sun-tanning with sunblock on....:) and go mua aunts hse.. so not blogging for few daes narhhs.. yeaps.. wanna watch teevee lerhs.. ta~

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

umm.. havent touch the computer for so long! eeks~ hahas.. just came hm! woah~ hahaz. yeaps! had fun yesterdae!

erms.. yesterdaes lit ppr. have absolutely no idea why i did so darn fast! i did it. 15mins before the time's up! i was lyke. omg. am i too anxious too plae or wad? *shruggs* and 930. dismiss! but tt cindy tay wanna held us back. NAHS! i ran off with sarah. lols. was strolling out and sarah was lyke..'wendy wendy! walk faster! i guilty conscious!' ahaha.. but i continued enjoying mua step. ;) and went to wait for claire. and met up with mich. and regina. and the bus broke down! wahahas~ and sat another bus and received an sms frm sarah: cool. my bus broke down now. luff till pengss. reached ahmada hse. slack abit.. her sims is soo cool! i wan e hse warming and livin` large! so shiok loh... got rooobot! yeaps. and went pasir ris park.. cycled. played and went back. so darn tired after tt.. and ate late lunch and regina. sarah wanna jump into the pool..but when they are changing.. pitter-patter. so pekchek arhs.. and sian lo.. slack.. played... claire and mich went.. me.rah.reg waited for rahs mum and watch holland v till half. :S miss one episode! eeks~ and im confused over the drives in pasir ris and got rahs mum to turn all over to find mua aunt blk. so paiseh.. :P adn went aunts hse. 8. watch teevee. and so shiok. go there stay got crabbie to eat. yums. eat. felt bloated so orh orh le..

woke up. watch tele. eat lunch. help mua cousin with his studies and go out lers.. hahas.. mua uncle saes if he fail 1 subject i needa pay him 100bucks.. wad e.. mua cousins result he shuld not veh well! all 40 or 50 marks de! dangit. and wants me to go on thurs. sat after gb (if hav) and mon! hAis.. but okokies lor.. i going swensens on thurs marhs... n dun disturb sissy. lol. yeaps! so lidat lor.. then go out.. come hm.. slack.. yeahs.. hope i wont get back mua results tmr! *dreaming sia..*

Sunday, October 19, 2003

bbbooooooorrrrrrreeddddddd.. yesterdae. wad did i do? sllllaaaccckkkk. uh huhs. okies. watch teevee in the night. -yawns- dun feel lyke studying. mannss.. i still hav a ppr left! arghs.

and todae. totally bored! arghs. wanna go out br in the end. nahs... too lazee and woke up late. so went to popular in the morn. dangit. cant find the 20th century ss. guide book. and im having mur literature ppr tmr. fine and bought loads of stationeries. expedcting that so insisted on dragging my dad to go with mi. and came back. on the computer for hours. and studied a while.and here i am. yarhs.. hafta 'ren'! tmr i going out! witti all mua gb fwends. here i com! woohoos~ im gonna hav a fun tyme till the night! well... the night is still young!

Saturday, October 18, 2003

woohoo! exams are over! umm.. nopenope. lit ppr left! ahahaz~

okokies. yest. had so much fun! woohoos~ emaths was easy.unless i hav careless mistke or wadsoever. sure is mr wong set de! haha. gong gong de.. JJ oso wont set such easy ppr huh. and chem. diiiffffiicccuuullllttttt.. esp. section C! arghs. wad de.. and hav an hr. cool~ went to eat luch. so much fun! xiaoji la.. hahaz. adn LC. siaaan~ din even notice tt has started and the passage is gonna finish. having a nap. and woohoo! left a ppr. but the whole hall is screaming awie. =/ not mi. haha~ and when to shulians hse. wait for ven for 2hrs!hahas. and watch ju-on.. not mi! so scared! hahas. and plaed the comp during the show. and its 6! they did sum dancing and played the piano. and left at 7plus. dad is nagging. hahas. and reached hm. sit in front of the teevee. munching awie with titbits. baby boom! lurve tt show! ahh~ i cried! watery eyes. when adam is back with xiaofen and when 3rd bao got lost. the kiddies are so cute! i lurve 4rd bao!!!! shes so cute lorhs! hehes~ y onli 20episodes.and during exams! hiaks.. yeas. so din came online and did sum clening of mua room. so messy. filled with books and worksheets. and now is clean and sparkling! left with onli a lit file and a 20th century text on mua table. woohoo~ going out tmr. mondae and tues! im really gonna fly! yeahs~

Thursday, October 16, 2003

yeahs! another ppr is gone! yups~ got suan by loads of peeps todae. chanting awie on how they hav finish their ppr and wadsoever. well. just wanna sae. ive finish mine too! and literature is much better than bio. fer those who can even opt. of it. sheesh~ as if i cant tk bio! so pissed off by them. and im nat interested in learning those icky stuff. ohh sheesh~

slept at 12.45 yesterdae. and was planning to wake up at 7. but dozed off and woke up at 9. wahahas~ so glad. i really need a good sleep. and went school. sat for mua ppr. was ok i guess. and todae was mua longest and crappiest essay i ever wrote. 2 and a quarter pages. if the tyme extends i could even wrote 3.so decided to skip sum point and proceed on with mua unseen. din do finish. but i guess. yeahs. hope i do well. and went for lunch with van. lian.fen and nick. luffing thru-outs. bouts divorce. wadsoever. im the judge! a judge with a hole in the blindfold and an uneven scale. woots~ im just so senile and here i am. cant slack anymore! mua last 2 dae tmr! i cant believe ive survive for sooo long! hwahwahwa~ oh wells.. gtg. having online tuition from senior. wah~ kekes~ for chem! here i go~

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

'ai zhen de shi she yao yong qi.. lai mian dui lu yan fei yu...' - ke shi. wo zhen de neng mian dui shi si ma? wo bu zhi dao. zhen de bu zhi dao. wo hao fan ah..

heyhey~ so fatigue nowadays. oh wells. studied till 1 yest. but not finished with mua chinese revision. -sigh- im so useless. indeed. stressed over an exam. as well as sum other stuffs. i hav enuff of it! -groans- todays ppr for chinese. no comments tho. sufficient tyme but the compre is kinda difficult. hope ill just pass. physics was damn it fucking difficult. was in a blank state when im doing the ppr. forgot formulas. forgot SI units. forgot definations. wadever. im just so bored. bored bored bored. its just over. its over. no use brooding over it..

but wells.. finish all by mere guesses. guessing the formulas. SI unit. im just so tired. and went to chiayins hse to study. really studied wor.. for bouts 2hrs or so. and finish onli 2oplus pgs. wells. i can do it yarhs. *pin sum hope on muaself!* and im really confused now. but i guess. the onli subject im interested is literature. im glad im glad. relly hope i can do well. i dunnoe wads in mua mind now. confused over sumthings i cant figure out. feeling tired. bored. stress. sadness. i hafta get over them. let mi continue on..

will do summore revisions later in the dae. reading the bk and notes. will tk about 4hrs or so with the drama and 1hr for the unseen. just hafta learn sum terms to use in prose and poem. and guess thats my dae. mugging awie. sleep late doesnt matter. woohoos~ reaching school onli at 11 tmr. ppr starts then tho. im just not bored of lit. i will do mua best todae thru all mua studies! i wont regret tmr! at least.. not like how i regretted for every ppr. sum regretted studying. sum regretted not studying enuff. but oh wells.. thats life i guess. getting haggard- in my mind. i just know how to hide my feelings really well..

-tis.aint.the.tyme.for.thoughts.it.will.be.said.as.crap.to.mi...


Tuesday, October 14, 2003

im so darn lazee to blog todae. oh wells. everyone is lazee to blog nowadays? oozies~ wad the hell am i toking bouts? *shruggs* guess i just burt out sum rubbish somehow...

damn it. was like studying til 1.15am last nite. am! sucky. shant have study am tho. doesnt make any difference todae. studying sum thoery of quadratic and circular measure. damn. sahnt have stdied. not a single sum of it. um. i chose graph tho.. duh!?!?! okie fine. totally freaked out for my am ppr. darn difficult kies. freaked out during e first qn!. wtf. wanna cry at that point of tyme. din bother to complete 4 qns. and counted the marks i might receive at least umm. 20. and eugene foo is complaining "i lost 20marks" wad e.. at aint a great difference to mi tho. okies totally freaked out and is MOODLESS to continue on with mua geogy. fine. wad the hell. time time! dangit. at least i din start off with mapwork. did structured qn. wrote half a page on a 3mark qn and wrote a pathetic 4lines of a 6mark qn. i admit. im totally clueless about wad are the impacts of MNCs. and mua eyes hurts! thnx to the bloody contacts. bluured vision. so uncomfy. wadever. i still hafta continue with the ppr. and left onli 10mins for map. scribble. cant even find the place! the bearing. seems lyke 200plus. wrote 225. and factors. wadever. din studied agri at all. and tmr is cheena and physics ppr. need rest . afternoon nap and will burn midnite oil tonite. my brain certainly need to go for brain wash. its flooding. with geogy. am. em. ss. english. and im totally a stranger to physics and all mua chinese words. fine. im wrong. wadever. seems to be so grouchy. complaining so much bouts a ppr. too stressed? *grumbles*

Monday, October 13, 2003

damnit. my sister starts using blogger. and i hafta sign in every time i needa blog. darn. yest. was online but wads there to type about. yearhs. my cousins came. nope. din play. they aint allow to come down. and thank them hurs! while mua stomach is growling. they sent mi loads of titbits. lol. and study less. todaes paper is *beep*ing hard. flunk mua chinese. emaths was. un-discribable. damn it. and tmr is that freaking day. wad the hell is the teachers in the exam commitee tryin to do?! making us mug till hell contend . studying aint my best policy. darn. my english is deproving. utter sum freaking words not found in the dict. i dun gif a damn! my exams is over! darns. and the fans is so irritating. fine. first time a student complains about the fan huhs. but it really pissed mi off. my hair is like bothering so much. chinese was so fucking hell mans. i hafta lyke check the dict. loads of times. lyke 3 times per sentence. lyfe is against mi. or im getting senile and stupid. wth. casper is showing. a fren in need is a fren in deed. yesh. but went can a fren help u in the exam! get a lyfe! and im totally NOT in the mood of studying geog and amaths. i say again. IM TOTALLY PISSED OFF BY LIFE!... get the fucking life off mi.. [appearing happie. but deep down. im dying. but sucidal case aint coming. its the last resort. im not ever going to harm those around mi. NEVER. and thnks to you guys im here. im not gonna go for my last resort either. my future is depending on u.]

Saturday, October 11, 2003

*sigh* indeed. mr lee really gave us loads of clues.. *sigh* yesterdae. study study study.. mug mug mug. just cant get the fact into mua brain. too slacky. probably cos' its s saturdae. and english is just over.. oh wells~ reached school on tyme todae. raining heavily. brought mua umbrella. din do any revision in school. and darns! i forgot mua pencil case! arghs.. so angry with muaself.. borrowed pen and correction tape and sit for e test. din hv anytyme left for checking or either.. cant finish the paper.. scribbled thru. and yeah.. mich. came 10mins late. din do section A. all e best yarhs.. ur our geogy xpert! gambattek! oh wells. she certainly cried badly. hiding in the loo. sobbing awie.. and wells.. came home and here.. i am. is still grumbling. regrets~ y havent i studied well? sigh. wads lyfe all abouts.. gues i really need a good sleep. sigh. emaths and chinese P on mua way.. hopes i do wells.. /=(/

[give the lord a little prayer]
[give yourself the wisdom to learn]
[and you will succeed]
[for the lord jesus christ is your saviour]
[my dear lord. i pray.]

Friday, October 10, 2003

ahhh~ so pekchek now.. bleahs.. how how how.. mans.. suan le.. oops.. y am i still ere? die larhs... tmr got SS test. err. exam! darns~ havent study yet. sigh. todae english test was .... FLUNKED TOTALLY. arghs. freezing cold behind! grr... and nearly cant finish with e summary. was lyke planning for 30mins and 'pens down!' ahh! scribbled te last few lines. hahas~ and got caught by ms wong frm mua socks. sigh. the socks too lose wor.. ha|~ the reach hm. plaed the computer and afternoon. guess i hafta study after the holland v.. sigh- cant bear to miss an episode.. self-control! *shruggs*

Thursday, October 09, 2003

oh my gosh~ im really nat in the exam mood! darns~ umm. todae was fine. CME test. all i wrote is.. D C B C D C B C. sumthing lidat. din bother and slept thru-outs~. and english period. got back mua tests. compo+comprehension. WOOHOO! first time i pass lorhs! so shocked! i failed mua compre but pass mua compo. ahh! but that darn bloody michelle. freak la. screaming awie. bitch. and was in e shaw hall arranging tables. sit the 2nd last one frm the back. cool. and then went for ss remedial. didnt tell dad tho. wahahas~ got a big BIG hint. yarhs.. frm mr lee. he saved mua. frm drowning in e pool of shit. yeahs! then went hm. resist muaself frm sleeping. but mua bed is so comfy.so i slept. must wake up at 530! alarm rang. =(awws.. slept till 645! piggy... and so here im.. read sum compo bks just now and yest. needa pratice ion mua compre later. but lemme hav mua dinner first.. so skinny lers.. cant afford to miss dinner! wahahas.

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

todae. another boring dae. din hav PE doh. excused. but kinda got reprimanded becos i din bring mua attire. hurhurs.. yeaps! and chinese. bored. same ole thing. had revision todae. and lit. erm.. same ole lesson OH WELLS! hav a feeling that i cant cope with lit tho.. -sigh- umm.. and geogy was okies.. did mapwork. and ms qoo heard that our tables are vandalised so went round to check. mua first reaction- oh my gosh~ my table is veh badly vandalised!. hurhurs.. and went she walked past mi.. stared for whiles then walked awie. PHEW. wahahas.. hidden under mua geog hwmk and workbk. cools. and had emaths. tyme seems to pass so fast. did corrections. scored onli 15/48 for paper 1. wahahaz~ half finished tho. heck and got e paper 2. didnt bother to do. and slacked. physics. sms thru-out got back mua test paper. 17.5/25. umm.. BAd. but hav a 70. A2. still. there are loads better than mi! oh wells. n went for geogy remedial. bored. hav wrksht to do. ugh~ kinda hav fun doh. and i can prove sumthing. im a blind copycat. wahahas. copied e point frm the notebook wrongly. eeks~ and got sum tip frm miss qoo too..hurs~ and guess wad. im having a test tmr! a damn.bloody.ole.boring.useless.freaky.lame test. CME. wad the heck is ms qoo up 2?!? darns.. and ere i am. going off soon. left 2 more daes till e start of the finals! darns~ revision aint going on wells and smooth...

turn mua dreams into reality...*dreams*

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

argh! typed loads but blank now. computer hanged. yars. darn comp. hope it break down soon. okokies. sun was bored. din study. cousins din come either.. they too hav their finals. yeaps. onli mua baby cousin came. turning 2 soon! yeahs.. on 10 Oct and im starting mua finals. with mua english paper. sigh. gettg lazier. and yeah. got sick on sundae nite. sore thoart. flu. temp went up to 37.6. but subsided on mon morning. so went to school! was practically wearing mua sweater the whole dae. and finally got back mua maths test. din fare as well as i thought i would. got 15.5/20 for emaths. 17/25 for amaths. oh wells.. and went for maths questioning session later in the day. and hav a nap frm 5-7 and hmwk and zzz. todae. got back mua SS and lit. not to happy with em. lit passed.got C5. 14.5/25.saem ole mark as e last 2 tests. ss. failed. hurhurs~ din study for that test actually. hahas. so got 10/25. tis i heck la.. cos mua combined humans is a sure fail subject. so.. hu cares~ oh wells. mua sore throat became worse. turned to cough. ugh. guess dun wanna do PE tmr. if not will hav asthma. throat got blocked yeah.. oh wells.. hafta study. loads of hmwrk todae.. oh wells.. hav a nap first. =) adios~

Saturday, October 04, 2003

yeaps! 'ere i am! woots~ yeah. seldom online late in the nite hurs.. erm! nat really 'late' actually. feel lyke having sum ice cream! *drools* but having a sore throat. hope im well hurs.. i cant be sick! ugh. yeah. kinda pissed with everything todae and yest. go around uttering @#$%&* ya noe.. mua sis thinks im mad. mad mad mad. wahahaz! okokie. have been online the whole nite. uh huhs. study@ ahhz~ okokies. doing social studies just now. din bother to type 'ere. okies. end off yarhs.. sis wanna use the tele. needa to change line. can she just transfer the line! ugh. troublesome. oh wells! ciaoz~

umm. yups. yest. mua dad is nagging awie and got so furious. off the comp without shutting down. okie. lemme continue. after that CME was english. fine fine fine! had missed a very important point which everyone thinks its good. but thanx to mua memory. so pekchek kies. UGH!. then went to macdonalds at TM. laugh mua lungs out. relieve stress. thanks to xiaoji. helping mich. to go on diet. bought the mac. watch. cool but nat ever wearing it. went hm at around 3. met sharon while gettg off the train. dumped by sarina n her stead. lols. while strolling hm. saw a primary school fren. gave her a smile. nothing in return DARN!shes so damn patriotic n proud. snob! fine. bad mood. hav a nap till 7. ate dinner. hmwrk. read lit text. slp. SLACKER! todae din bother to do ANYTHING! watched teevee. ate lunch. watched teevee. teevee. and im here. slacker. darn~ wad the hell with mi. fine. cant do a single sum of amths on last yrs paper. failure~ *grumbles*

Friday, October 03, 2003

fine. todae is so damn bored kies.pissed off with all teachers. din hav mass PE todae. woots~ praying hard. lols. kinda wan a good,fine weather yet the floor to be wet. and dream come true. wahaha~ chemistry-din do mua wrksht. copied sum. hav absolutely NO ideas wad the hell she chanting awie. bitch. oops. and amaths. darn bloody freako JJ! i wan mua test papers back! dun tk 'em as coasters for ur coffee! darns~ and stop bombarding mi with amaths typs qn! fine.. SS- lame. hafta do project. fine. he forgot to bring our test back. at home! fine. amaths again. NO HOPE. no test. fine. CME. finish with the movie. lame ending. sickening. *get mua on my nerves!*

Thursday, October 02, 2003

hurhurhurs~ din come online yest. either. umm reached home at 430. went to mua ahma house to teach mua cousin maths. yeahs. yest. lesson is so darn boring~ PE. yeahs. mua wrist hurts. volleyball yarhs. then chinese. same ole stuff. uh huhs. lit was bored. but i listened to her 'chanting' awie... and geog. okokies.. got sweets frm miss qoo! yeaps.. lol. childrens dae pressie! yays! lol. and JJ. dozing off... physics test was. i dunnoe.. knew how to answer but. dunno correct notz.. wahahz. oh wells.. then SS remedial. kinda sms thru-out yarhs. but i knew cos' mua read e chap lers..and at nite.. studied chinese.. hmwk and slept. but guess im slacking thruout yeahs.. finish onli at 12. ugh~

n todae. slpy. tired. restless. normally i slpt at 12 cos i slpt in the afternoon yarhs.. so todae was so darn tired. started off with singspiration. cool! but actually mua class got the rights to chose a song. but lack of tyme. darn bloody chia. and chinese spelling.. noe how to answer all lars. but got wrong. uh huhs. and ss. continued with e lesson. and cme. watched a movie called "Lord Of The Flies" watched till halfway lehs.. hai~ tmr continue yarhs.. and next was physics. hav a nap during the 5mins break. *yawns* and din really pay attention. aiyo. then maths. slack. din do. heck~ english. lidat yarhs. and home sweet home. gonna slp so. hafta study at 330. but i wanna slp! haiyo. okokie. tatas~


sumhow feel that i forgot to write sumthing. but forgot lers.. oopsz~