okie fine. woke up today by the sound of drilling. bleahh. yesterday was boring. slacked in front of the comp for whole day and sis aint at hm so. no one to quarrel with. sheesh. having a pain around my neck and its real painful when i turn my head. bleahh. no shopping khaki for mi tis days. dun bother to go out and truely. im broke. spend too much on muchies. and not forgeting. dad still owe mi tis weeks allowance. which adds up to onli 50bucks. i needa buy clothes and all. new year. new stuff yeahh. blah blah blah. and there i goes. day dreaming again. sis is still in bed. just came hm. went for prom ytd and i knew nuthing until dad told mi. rubbish sissy am i. no wander i caught her putting on nail poish. which gets mi sneezing the whole day. and can u believe it. a bamboo like mi could stuff myself with a whole big packet of prawn crackers and a cup noodles right after my dinner and *plop!* i goes to bed. mi sure gonna get fatter but hu cares. peeps thinks im lucky. munching so much and i wont get even a kg heavier. but i think im abnormal. wadever.

received a msg before i go to bed. a msg which freaked mi off. theres drill tis saturday for the selection ofor national drill competition at 1.30. freaked off totally. drill again! guess cant get off the depression during inter sqd drill competition. bleahh. another year of drilling. and i dun wanna get anymore tanned. looks like a malay now. oops. and i forgot to celebrate hari raya. wadever. next yr aint a year of rest too. drill competition. the hip-hop dance and all. gettg on my nerves. last year. go for regional camp. rod and poof. i will go around asking. wads gb? hah. spastic. the whole computer is gettg boring. without sims and everything is gone. cant play gunbound which mua cousin recommended to mi. due to my new computer. yeahh. calling peeps out dere. hav the sims cd which has been laying around of no reasons. this helpless begger need it. hav a helping hand kies. im gonna save up. wants the sims se warming and vacation. 99.90bucks. save! oh wells. hafta start with my hmwk now. blardy chia gave loadss. rest for 4days so back to normal. bleahh. an entry of crap once again..