okie fine. i got that specail fone call. not realli but im not in the drill competition. as that particular michelle kwoks wish. bleahh. kinda my dads wish too? haha. contradictory. okie. and i will always rmb wad JOYQUEK says. "the selection is not based on one drill session alone. but a consolidation of observations" and i certainly would wanna know wads the observations she made. not realli observations i think. frm sum apple polisher lk that kwokie? okie. or rather.. since ya dunno hu is she.. shes keat hiang!. i just lurve that name. okie. unbelievable to loads of peeps that i aint in the competition. sarah was like. "huh? i cant believe it still" michelle ng wad lk " is she telling a lie?!?!" and huiqin is.. erm. simply in an unbelievable tone. tessa tone is weird-er "uh-huh". but hu cars. i can believe it. cos i noe wads wrong and the problem doesnt lie with mi. it lies on sum blary shit call kwokie hu has been crying to the [mdm] choosing us to be in the national drill competition. she has been complaining to the [mdm] saeing that 'sum peeps of my clas in gb has been bully mi. thay hates mi' AND PLZ OH PLZ. wad a joke. she shuld noe her own attitude. i have nvr called anyone a 'bitch' or even a bastard in mua whole entirely life. and certainly i swear. NVR CALLED ANY ONE THAT. EXCEPT HER get it clear. so if u ever hear mi shotuing 'bitch' .. wadya think. her, thats right. her actions towards that [mdm] is realli getting my hair standing. isnt it mere apple polishing? oh wells. im certainly not crapping today. im just. agitated i guess. over wad has happen. if it is other mdms. aint i in the competition? oh wells. kwokie is gonna get into trouble if shes in the competition i tell ya.. esp. due to her standard of drill. wad ever. makes mi fume! shes realli gonna get into deep deep trouble next year. everything is well and fully planned.

i dun care if that kwokie. her gud frens or the [mdm] is reading. all ive typed is facts not assumptions. im not going to gb anymore. im not thinking of getting the brigader brooch certainly. and ive certainly realize that all mdms are bias. all my seniors told mi so. i was shocked to hear them sae that at first for they haf been suffering for 4yrs. but at least they are telling the truth. and even the ex asst. company leader told mi.. wadya think.