i detest this feeling. i cant possibly believe myself. i screwed up everything. not a single ppr was done with confidence. shattered dreams. broken hrt.



/feeling demoralised.



emaths is over and done with. shant comment. i cant even guarantee i'll secure a B. and its so far frm my target. physics was totally OVER. a once supposedly better subs among the rest. how can i ever lean on chemmy for science, given that i nvr passed that sub before?



what else can i do? learn from my mistakes? but it far far easier said than done. I hate this. I feel like im in a dilemma. I don't know why.



Maybe all i can do now is to study hard for my subsequent pprs. But how am i gonna do so, feeling so downcast and demoralised? And i cant possibly score well with last minute work anyways.



sigh.



shld i be glad, that its only prelims? but i cant help but regret.



its all over. get on. do my best. its like, running through the race, but having an asthma attack halfway. lk wad always happened while im running? =/




`themusic_talk to me (Smash!!)