totally a weirdo last night/tis morning.

slept at 9pm ytd. was soso tired tired after drill. and i woke up at 1.10am sharp for idunnowahtreason. din wanna study for amaths retest tho. begun flipping thru ss textbook. sian. wanna revise physics. textbk in class. read lit text. sleepy. so ate cup noodles and slept again. really weird.

but something hilarious happened. during rcc's remedial. clare msged mi 'rcc din zip his pants' err. cant see. either hes wearing black boxers/underwear or it aint true.

today was rather alright. kept telling myself today is a grt day. and i paid attention! in physics! so so unlike me. was making a loads of noise in remedial till mrs ho hafta reprimand us again and again. and after school played netball for awhile.

tmr is NDP. kinda sianns. thinking of me, standing for 50mins. with the lil longkang accompanying me. but maybe tomorrow will be a great day. urhh. hope so. but i wanna be with fourthree.

i hate this feeling. coming again and again. y cant it just fade awie. at this point of time.. ughh. y mist ppl hav feelings.. oh wellls...