*agitated* soo tired this daze.. ju didnt botha to type.. bleahs.. tis week was so hefty. but i guess. cant forget mua saturdaes. gb lyfe goes on tho.. i had tea session in the morn. it was so obvious to whom was the sq leada. i dint expect mi to be one ever b4. altho i really desire to be a commander. oh well.. i guess i haf the chance no matter wads.. yeah.. loads of tears streamed down frm mua eyes on sat. as well as sun. cant really bear to part sq4. -sigh- mabbe part of my saddness was becos being an asst. but not a tear was for tht. i promised muaself. nvr to cry becos of my position. i guess.. god really wans mi to pay more attention to mua studies eh? i shall really really be glad. god made everything tis way becos of a reason. for sure.i really miz the times in sq4. how i wish. now i really get the feelin' of how eunice felt a yr back. crying does no help. but it makes u feel better. i really wanna thank god. for the good times i spent in sq4 eh? really miz sq4 when i was young now. esp. sec2, when yanzhen was a sq leader. i admit she was the best leader i knew (i cant compare to her tho). everyone under her b4 will agree with mi. but i guess. hafta really accept the fact. im in sq 10. i get over it now. altho tears may seem to come anytime. but i guess. god will make a way fer mi. i will treasure my position as an asst eh? i will do sq10 proud! =)